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nullsoul

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Oct 8, 2025
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What do you think of ctb using yew tree fruit?
There's a yew tree in front of the company
 
AkaRed

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Apr 20, 2023
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Im admittedly so curiouz about this method. Would you mind pming me?
 
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nullsoul

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모르기 때문에 묻는 거예요
내가 아는 건 그게 독이라는 것뿐이야
용량이나 방법을 모르겠어요
이게 주목나무인가요? 2
 

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nullsoul

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Thank you for the link
 
nobodycaresaboutme

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Jun 30, 2025
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Yew tree fruits (red flesh covering the seed) are not poisonous. Just tasty.
Plants contain an unknown amount of poison. So you cannot estimate the required amount. I think it's hardly possible to ctb with the natural materials.
 
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eternalpace

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Plants contain an unknown amount of poison. So you cannot estimate the required amount. I think it's hardly possible to ctb with the natural materials.
Agreed. I wouldn't pursue this method as it doesn't seem like a good setup for success.
 
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nullsoul

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Oct 8, 2025
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I'm going to grind 100 seeds, put them in capsules, and take them
Wouldn't this be enough to go on a trip?
 
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nullsoul

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Im admittedly so curiouz about this method. Would you mind pming me?
I put a seed in my mouth, chewed it, and spat it out.
But for 5 hours, I felt dizzy, dazed, my chest hurt a little bit, and my knees were shaking.
It was just one, but it was strong
 
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nullsoul

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test

10:30 am.: Chew and spit out 1 seed (taste bitter)
11:00 am.: Severe dizziness
11:00 to 14:00: Knee tremors, dizziness, drowsiness, heart tightness
15:00: symptom relief
20:00: Mild dizziness, drowsiness, chest compression
23 hours elapsed: normal.

If one pill showed this level of symptoms, I think I can go on a long journey with 100 seeds
 
AkaRed

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Come on! Let’s go, we’ll make our future together.
Apr 20, 2023
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test

10:30 am.: Chew and spit out 1 seed (taste bitter)
11:00 am.: Severe dizziness
11:00 to 14:00: Knee tremors, dizziness, drowsiness, heart tightness
15:00: symptom relief
20:00: Mild dizziness, drowsiness, chest compression
23 hours elapsed: normal.

If one pill showed this level of symptoms, I think I can go on a long journey with 100 seeds
Well it's certainly toxic to the body, definitely need to do more research on this one. Seems you can just buy the seeds as any other sort of thing- I could probably get them online tbh.
 
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nullsoul

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Well it's certainly toxic to the body, definitely need to do more research on this one. Seems you can just buy the seeds as any other sort of thing- I could probably get them online tbh.
It was just one seed, but it was powerful.
 

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