I will attempt ctb tonight (well at 3am so technically in the morning). My timezone is GMT+1 and it just turned 6pm so it will be in roughly 9 hours. My method is SN.
Unfortunately, I don't have prescription benzos or antiemetics. I do however have sleeping pills (which have been effective for me in the past). It's a risk but I tried to get prescribed an antiemetic of some sort and my doctor wouldn't budge. I do have an unusually insensitive vomit reflex which will hopefully work to my benefit. I will definitely prepare a 2nd cup of the SN-water mixture. Thank you to everyone who has helped me and interacted with me on here. If I fail, I will be back, but if not, goodbye and I hope you all find peace
I would also like to give a shout-out to @fightclub17, the first person on here to give me hints on how to find dsl. She posted her goodbye thread on here a few days ago and hasn't been back since, so I presume she is gone. I hope wherever she is now, she is at peace.
Unfortunately, I don't have prescription benzos or antiemetics. I do however have sleeping pills (which have been effective for me in the past). It's a risk but I tried to get prescribed an antiemetic of some sort and my doctor wouldn't budge. I do have an unusually insensitive vomit reflex which will hopefully work to my benefit. I will definitely prepare a 2nd cup of the SN-water mixture. Thank you to everyone who has helped me and interacted with me on here. If I fail, I will be back, but if not, goodbye and I hope you all find peace
I would also like to give a shout-out to @fightclub17, the first person on here to give me hints on how to find dsl. She posted her goodbye thread on here a few days ago and hasn't been back since, so I presume she is gone. I hope wherever she is now, she is at peace.
