Rose_00
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- Jul 5, 2022
- 5
Been depressed and suicidal 10+ years. Even though my life has gotten better (I'm out of an abusive relationship, got married to a perfect man, got a lil furbaby fam).. I still can't be better. I'm just ruining everything. I never thought I would make it to 28. I just made it a few months ago. But I don't see finishing it. I feel like it'll be sooner now.. Attempt within the next week. I used to refuse to go by drowning or self-immolation.. but now, I'm at that point. I don't wanna do my body like that.. I've seen enough from gore groups to see what I'd poss end up as. But I just can't go further. I wanted to have everything planned out. But it still won't be good or ready. I guess we'll never really ready are we?
