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lonely247

lonely247

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Mar 7, 2024
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Well today I finally reserved my hotel for the 5th of April to CTB.
I can't believe how much I don't feel anything these days and how drained I have been. It took me 10 minutes to change the sheets on my bed when usually it just takes me 2 minutes.
I can't wait until everything is over.
I plan on getting there late afternoon and then I'm going to put my favorite calm song on. Next I'm going to take a ton of cocaine and then shoot myself in my mouth with the ruger angled up towards my brain stem.
 

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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
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if uve made ur decision, then i hope u find peace

sending love <3
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
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I wish you all the best in your plans and I hope you find your peace in your decisions ❤️
 
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HopingOnaMiracle

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You still have a few days to think it trough.
But why the cocaïne first? I feel better on coke
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for, I understand why you'd be looking forward to leaving this existence.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Good luck with your plan and may you find peace!
 
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lonely247

lonely247

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Mar 7, 2024
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You still have a few days to think it trough.
But why the cocaïne first? I feel better on coke
Cocaine gets me really screwed up and makes me want to kill myself.
 
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