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flandre0407

flandre0407

Vampire Who Destroys Everything
May 25, 2026
16
I'll be CtB-ing in a few weeks or so, so I need some thoughts on my chosen CtB methods.

a) SN (50/50 chance atm, struggling to find a good source. I have access to all the other meds just not the actual SN. Live in Aus so it's virtually impossible to get it unless I find some dealer somehow). If anyone wants to provide any hints or help feel free (preferably not DSL with recent events of lost packages and prices skyrocketing)

If I manage to source SN I'll just be following Stan's 2-day protocol


b) Train
I will probably go out at night (after 7ish to not disturb any workers/regular commuters) and wait for a freight train to pass by. Every time I have been at the train station there is always a fast speeding train that comes by once every hr or two. I'll just kill time until it comes. If it fails that night, I try again the next night and so on.
I will know if it's the right train when the scheduled train is not supposed to have arrived yet and usually you can tell it's going fast with no intention of slowing down.
I will quickly lay down on the tracks with my neck positioned on the rails for a quick death hopefully.
 

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