Venting Crawling on the floor

[Miku _fanboy101]

I wanna die. I'm so miserable….why can't I kill myself? Is it because of others? I'm not sure. Hey, why are you like this? You don't have a reason do you? But I do, I swear! I'm just..gone. You should fix that. That's your problem isn't it? I don't know what to do, I can't see anymore. You should just sit and be a good boy for the others; no one likes a disobedient filthy dog like you. But I am working hard I am. I'm just not going anywhere, I'm tried and I try so much! Haven't I given enough? Obey to it and you'll be much more happier! Oh may you see the greatest picture when you behave. You must. You must. But what if I don't wanna!! I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna.

 

[Abyssal]

My head is a cacophony of these words. I can never word them without disturbing others. This existence is hell.