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deadinwaiting

Member
Sep 27, 2018
15
i was in the motel room, i took 120mg of metoclopramide, but i couldnt take the azide. i was worried about the mess. i came back home and i feel messed up, worse than before. what do i do?
 
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Jon86

Jon86

Specialist
Apr 9, 2018
369
Buy a lottery ticket, win, build a time machine and travel back in time to stop your parents from procreating.

But in all seriousness, idk, why couldn't you do it? I doubt it was simply the mess that held you back.
 
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josh228

Student
Sep 25, 2018
122
Play your favorite video game, watch a movie. Get your mind off of it for now. Today wasnt your day.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
Try again at another date take a break for a while sit back and relax. Sorry it wasn't your day.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Dont be so hard on yourself. It isnt easy.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
483
Enjoy the rush probably.

I remember the times I came close and chickened out. It was euphoric for the first few minutes after. Sometimes that's all this shit is. Just a way to give some shock value to a life that's boring as hell.
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
258
There is always next time. Don't stress over this, you were already very brave to get to where you were and it's not an easy thing to do. Try to relax for now. Wishing you well :)
 
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