Could somebody help me I dont understand what is going on with me.

[gulrotpinne]

One day I am suicidal, and testing if my noose and anchor point and researching suicide methods and ordered sn and other things on the internet. the next day i am not suicidal anymore and i am planning how to sort my life out and planning how to fix my problems in life and throwing out my suicide methods. The next day im back to being suicidal, and the cycle repeats. This has been especially prevalent the past month. Wtf is going on?

 

[woxihuanni]

I think you are being human. Nobody goes to death without considering ways of making life work. Don't hurry and don't be impulsive is all.

 

[Frank]

If you feel like this I wouldn't hurry in to anything. Take your time!

 

[DeathImminent]

One day I am suicidal, and testing if my noose and anchor point and researching suicide methods and ordered sn and other things on the internet. the next day i am not suicidal anymore and i am planning how to sort my life out and planning how to fix my problems in life and throwing out my suicide methods. The next day im back to being suicidal, and the cycle repeats. This has been especially prevalent the past month. Wtf is going on?

If i am not mistaken you recently broke with your gf? This might be reason of your mood swings. If not it could be something like bipolar disorder where you are having ups and downs. Either way dont kill yourself theres hope for you :)

 

[gulrotpinne]

If i am not mistaken you recently broke with your gf? This might be reason of your mood swings. If not it could be something like bipolar disorder where you are having ups and downs. Either way dont kill yourself theres hope for you :)

yeah we did. I am too much of a coward to kill myself I have found out.

 

[DeathImminent]

yeah we did. I am too much of a coward to kill myself I have found out.

That is a good thing :P

 

[azucaramargo]

I think you are being human. Nobody goes to death without considering ways of making life work. Don't hurry and don't be impulsive is all.

Woxihuanni, all the sage advice you give ( plus your Chinese screen name) makes me think of you SS's our own Confucius. Thank you.