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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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Sorry to Ask again but i know there are often of changes or.new things...

Protocol on 1 day because in 2 days I deflate....

This is my protocol sn on. 1day because on 2 days I get tired at the beginning of the 2nd day

I support meto i have already tried it..

D-Day:

-Meto 10 mg morning 8h morning medication and my usual treatment: 150 mg sertraline + 400 mg carbamazepine + 10 mg diazepam

I finish eating around 1:15 pm (last family lunch, I will try not to overeat).

-Meto 10 mg 16h

I drink very little water at noon.

Do not eat or drink between 1:15 and 11:15...fast of 10 h

No medication at night.

23h: 1000mg painkiller

-23:15 Meto 3*10 mg

-23:40 3*10 mg of diazepam I take with a little water... I have a resistance to diazepam that I have been taking for 2, 3 years every day 10 mg morning and 10 mg evening....

-Preparation of 3 glasses between 23:45 and 24:05 (midnight 5) it takes 20 min time to weigh, prepare the 3 glasses and mix well...

sn 25 g (weighed on scale) then mixed in 50 ml of water... water measured with a pitcher. if it is not high enough I add 20 ml of wate.
I would have made 3 drinks..drinks made.on glass so as not.to spill the second if i'm all dizzy.

-24 h 05: 200 mg of propranolol permed for 2 years but I only have that with a little water (5 tablets of 40 mg) I swallow with a little water.
I dont know if i will take it at thé end ...

Sn not tested but comes from Portugal and people died with it. Sn received last November but marked May 2025 on the packaging

midnight 10: drink the first glass

- Mouthwash to remove the taste after

-half-sitting, half lying position ,to be well but not ton vomit.

-a basin next to me to vomit in

- If I vomit, I drink the 2nd glass again and if I see again, I drink the 3rd.

I will be alone at least from 12:15 to 10:15... 10 hours only minimum.

No need for antacids. I read what Nitzschke said.


Advices... correct ?

Are you okay?

I read Stan and Vizzy

Thank you very much,

Are you okay?
 
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Wrath

Wrath

Long live my dead dreams.
Dec 12, 2024
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I only have a couple personal suggestions, they should probably be seen as my own opinions. Make your own decisions.

TypeYoursSuggestion
Positionhalf-sitting, half lying positionStomach would empty faster if angled to the right side of your body. Maybe you could maintain the same half lying/half sitting, but angled towards the right with something to make sure you don't fall over.
TasteMouthwashCould just get one of those flavored mouth sprays for tongue numbing. Would probably be better for taste alone than mouthwash. I haven't compared the two yet though I will need to. Could also just rinse mouth with water flavored with those caffeine flavor drops they sell at gas stations and spit out afterwards, those are extremely strong tasting if you mix more than the label says.
Another suggestion for taste could be to use a straw. I know for sure that I will use a bendy straw past my tongue. Some might get on the tongue using a straw, but like soda, it won't touch the teeth/between the teeth as much so the taste can get washed out faster.
antiacidNo antiacidI'm torn on this, but in my personal research, I was thinking about taking it to lessen the acidic feeling from throwing up, which might be worth the trade off, but I still haven't reached a conclusion even for myself.
I am no expert.
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
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Thanks

Coté gauche?
 

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Wrath

Wrath

Long live my dead dreams.
Dec 12, 2024
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It should be your right side, so it leads straight to the intestine.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
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To make it go into the stomach faster...is that the top drawing? Because there's a difference between looking right and lying on your right side.
 

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