Casually bleeding at the psych ward UwU

[DeusVult]

I'm at a psych ward, got many razors hidden away, I've been cutting whenever I get the urge, currently bleeding on my arm. I like to watch the blood flow. If they found out I'd be moved to a higher security wing of the ward :( so nobody rat on me

How's everyone else doing?

Spoiler: blood, cuts

 

[monetpompo]

can you censor your images, please? it may be triggering for people with self harm urges.

 

[NormallyNeurotic]

Gotta ask, how did you sneak razors in?

 

[DeusVult]

Gotta ask, how did you sneak razors in?

I got regular sized big razors and tiny razors. You can get tiny ones from taking apart a shaving razor with 3-5 blades. I put them inside my socks, inside any pockets on clothing, etc. and my shoes happen to have something a kin to pockets on the inside where I could fit the big razors.

 

[BrainSplatter]

What country are you in? That just sounds way too easy whenever I've gone to psych ward they strip search me making me wear anti ligature clothing and grippy socks and use a metal detector wand and check your belongings too making it much harder to sneak anything in

 

[DeusVult]

What country are you in? That just sounds way too easy whenever I've gone to psych ward they strip search me making me wear anti ligature clothing and grippy socks and use a metal detector wand and check your belongings too making it much harder to sneak anything in

Here they just check your bag by going through it by hand. Plus I somehow ended up in the wing for non-suicidal people so I actually didn't get searched at all this time. In terms of clothes you can wear whatever they just take away your belt and maybe shoe laces. Sadly no grippy socks at all :(

 

[DeusVult]

I told my doctor I'm having bad thoughts today, and she disregarded me and told me to go for a walk or something. So I cut myself a bunch of times.

 

[mordumfan]

I told my doctor I'm having bad thoughts today, and she disregarded me and told me to go for a walk or something. So I cut myself a bunch of times.

thats the thing no doctors ever take people seriously until they do something bad, most doctors ive been to just want me to piss off and not try to help me it seems.

 

[Cauliflour]

I told my doctor I'm having bad thoughts today, and she disregarded me and told me to go for a walk or something. So I cut myself a bunch of times.

wow what a great service.

Seriously though, that's like cheesy mental health PSA poster levels of advice. Are you still in there? I noticed this post was from 3 weeks ago so I was curious cause wouldn't they eventually notice the accumulating barcode?

 

[DeusVult]

Are you still in there? I noticed this post was from 3 weeks ago so I was curious cause wouldn't they eventually notice the accumulating barcode?

No, I left a few days later, because I felt I was being treated badly. But now my depression relapsed again and I wish I was at a psych ward, idk what to do.