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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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So I came back from a program of sorts that I was involved in, intended for students. I don't wanna delve into it too deep, but it took me out of state and I was in a hotel. I had a team I worked with, so I wasn't completely alone, but now that I'm back, I already miss it. I hate my house, we have too many animals and it stinks. I'm in a small shitty town with nothing to do. After experiencing being on my own, I really enjoyed it and yearn for it again. I can't afford it right now, I possibly could in Uni as long as I have a roommate and a job. Not sure if I will, but I'm certain I am moving out the second I land a job after college. The moving process scares me but I believe it would be worth it, especially if it's as pleasant as what I just experience (I know it'll be different because hotel vs apartment but regardless). I just think moving out will eventually be a very rewarding experience which I hope to experience soon. Even if it's after Uni, there's only 2.5 years left until I'm done.
 
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Feb 27, 2024
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You've got this. Start looking a couple months before you plan to move out, obviously just for the sake of security but having something to look forward would surely give you a lot of motivation to get through it the closer you yet to moving out.
Wishing you the best.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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You've got this. Start looking a couple months before you plan to move out, obviously just for the sake of security but having something to look forward would surely give you a lot of motivation to get through it the closer you yet to moving out.
Wishing you the best.
It will be a bit difficult to do that, if I go with the plan of doing it after University. I plan on applying in different cities and states, and I'll move to whichever gives me an offer. I could look for the motivation and something to look forward to. Could search around in all of the cities I plan on applying in, have an idea of what I'd want in each city. Thank you!
 
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