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Ready_2go

Still here…unfortunately
Apr 29, 2025
25
Since I was young I don't remember there being a time of being alive that wasn't crippled by emotional turmoil and physiological damage. I am never going to be happy or content. I am never going to find love or anything deep. Quite the contrary - I find people leave when it's no longer convenient, people are naturally cruel.

I have tried cutting, starving, gassing myself, and most recently ingesting chemicals. My fucking body refuses to give up. I am desperate to escape at this point.

Can someone provide tips or tricks to the method involving bleach and other chemicals? I can't for the life of me figure out what I did wrong. I was so sure that I had it right.
 
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Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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No bleach. That is not a method.
Google stuff before trying. Most consumer goods will hurt you, not kill you.
 
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Ready_2go

Still here…unfortunately
Apr 29, 2025
25
No bleach. That is not a method.
Google stuff before trying. Most consumer goods will hurt you, not kill you.
I did or at least tried to. Got the mix online and read a bunch of materials. Did rush into it the first time a bit as I was desperate.
 

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