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sohopelessandempty

sohopelessandempty

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
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I'm just so upset I have to life this way, a painless death would get rid of all my suffering but I can't have that for many complicated reasons. I just want someone to comfort me, I want someone to understand. Everything hurts so badly. I wish I was dead. It's all I've ever wanted. I can't stand being alive, it's the worst thing that ever happened to me.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
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I'm just so upset I have to life this way, a painless death would get rid of all my suffering but I can't have that for many complicated reasons. I just want someone to comfort me, I want someone to understand. Everything hurts so badly. I wish I was dead. It's all I've ever wanted. I can't stand being alive, it's the worst thing that ever happened to me.
I am so sorry you went through so much pain:( i can fully understand you i also hated my time on earth. It was a sad tragedy in my case. I suffered a lot and now i am absolutely exhausted from all the suffering therefore i wanna hang myself soon. It hurts a lot being forced to accept that while others have normal functioning life me and lots of others in the same time go through hell and just sufffer….
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
132
can only comfort you with what i write here which i don't think it's too much but i hope at least it gives you some solace
i read some of your posts but don't really know your situation too well, hope someone that knows you more deeply can help you more than i can
hope my bump is helpful to you *sending hugs*
 
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sohopelessandempty

sohopelessandempty

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
183
I am so sorry you went through so much pain:( i can fully understand you i also hated my time on earth. It was a sad tragedy in my case. I suffered a lot and now i am absolutely exhausted from all the suffering therefore i wanna hang myself soon. It hurts a lot being forced to accept that while others have normal functioning life me and lots of others in the same time go through hell and just sufffer….
I'm sorry you're also in pain :( I hope you feel better one day. It's so sad how many people can relate.
can only comfort you with what i write here which i don't think it's too much but i hope at least it gives you some solace
i read some of your posts but don't really know your situation too well, hope someone that knows you more deeply can help you more than i can
hope my bump is helpful to you *sending hugs*
Thank you for caring enough to reply, my family barely cares about me. I'm sorry for whatever reason you're on this site too. I hope we both heal someday.
 
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