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Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
169
I want to drink some vodka for curage before taking SN. Would that make ctb harder for me?
 
unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
It's not recommended to mix SN with another drink except water.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
616
Joe Winko mixed SN with wine and he vomited a lot. Its best to avoid alcohol when taking SN.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,058
No no, not mix it in vodka. Just drink vodka and then SN
I wouldn't do that. We don't now chemical interactions between these products. We must trust the PPH when they say water and only water.
But you could replace vodka by benzos (wich are recommended in the PPH)
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
As the others said, not a good idea.
Try to get som benzos and take them a few minutes in advance to be more relaxed, that's what I would do.
If I couldn't source benzos, I would replace them with some muscle relaxers, so you can feel more relex and pass out faster and quieter.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
616
I lied to my doctor that i started having anxiety attacks and he gave me Xanax. When the time comes for me to drink my SN i intent to calm myself down with them instead of drinking alcohol.
 
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