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Horrible_dumb_mfer

Horrible_dumb_mfer

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Jan 8, 2026
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Hello everyone! I'm new here. I'm Terrible. Nice to meet you all.

I don't think I'll be able to use things like SN because my parents are kinda protective of me and they could be weirded out from me buying a chemical as random as SN, so I'll be researching if it's possible to suicide by "accessible at home" things.

I have my antidepressants escitalopram 5mg and alcohol gel. Is it possible to die by an overdose from escitalopram? Or if I digest a bunch of hand sanitizer, alcohol gel, I'll eventually die? Can I try to ingest both a lot of escitalopram packs and cleaning alcohol for me to die?
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

i'll f*ck me in my own way
Aug 23, 2024
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Possible but extremely unlikely. There is a pinned thread that discusses methods that is better to avoid, I'll link it to you so you can easily have a look:
 
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Horrible_dumb_mfer

Horrible_dumb_mfer

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Jan 8, 2026
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Possible but extremely unlikely. There is a pinned thread that discusses methods that is better to avoid, I'll link it to you so you can easily have a look:
Thank you! I'll take a look
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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fuzun

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Dec 28, 2025
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The right question to ask is how feasible it is. One can suicide even with drinking water, but it is not a preferred way.
 
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A_Spartan_Dead

A_Spartan_Dead

Life's sick joke is us; death is the punchline.
Dec 17, 2025
114
No it's not possible. You'll just vomit at best.
 
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gunmetalblue

gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
352
I mean I drank hand sanitizer unseriously once and it burns like hell. Wouldn't recommend.
 
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