
nuva
"I'm blue da ba dee dabba da-ee"
- Jul 7, 2025
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I've already started preparing my notes.
I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who responded to my posts. You have no idea how much this means to me. You guys made me feel like I belonged. If it weren't for SaSu, I'm sure I would have felt MUCH worse, but now I realize I'm not going through this journey alone. I'm so grateful to the Universe that I was able to stumble upon this site.
It was really hard for me to write a note for my mom. Yesterday, I wrote a draft in my notes and was ready to cry. But now I'm calmer.I'll also leave a note for my childhood friend. They'll be sent automatically in a couple of hours.
Because of the alcohol, I couldn't bring myself to go out for a last walk and smoke, but I was able to lie in my cozy bed a little longer.
I'm not sure I'll be able to answer all the replies, I probably won't be here in a couple of hours. I'm actively preparing.
I hope after death we go to our own personal paradise.I hope I get to see my cat.
I wish everyone peace.
I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who responded to my posts. You have no idea how much this means to me. You guys made me feel like I belonged. If it weren't for SaSu, I'm sure I would have felt MUCH worse, but now I realize I'm not going through this journey alone. I'm so grateful to the Universe that I was able to stumble upon this site.
It was really hard for me to write a note for my mom. Yesterday, I wrote a draft in my notes and was ready to cry. But now I'm calmer.I'll also leave a note for my childhood friend. They'll be sent automatically in a couple of hours.
Because of the alcohol, I couldn't bring myself to go out for a last walk and smoke, but I was able to lie in my cozy bed a little longer.
I'm not sure I'll be able to answer all the replies, I probably won't be here in a couple of hours. I'm actively preparing.
I hope after death we go to our own personal paradise.I hope I get to see my cat.
I wish everyone peace.


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