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nuva

nuva

"I'm blue da ba dee dabba da-ee"
Jul 7, 2025
114
I've already started preparing my notes.

I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who responded to my posts. You have no idea how much this means to me. You guys made me feel like I belonged. If it weren't for SaSu, I'm sure I would have felt MUCH worse, but now I realize I'm not going through this journey alone. I'm so grateful to the Universe that I was able to stumble upon this site.

It was really hard for me to write a note for my mom. Yesterday, I wrote a draft in my notes and was ready to cry. But now I'm calmer.I'll also leave a note for my childhood friend. They'll be sent automatically in a couple of hours.

Because of the alcohol, I couldn't bring myself to go out for a last walk and smoke, but I was able to lie in my cozy bed a little longer.

I'm not sure I'll be able to answer all the replies, I probably won't be here in a couple of hours. I'm actively preparing.
I hope after death we go to our own personal paradise.I hope I get to see my cat.
I wish everyone peace. 🫂

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piercedwounds

piercedwounds

Trying to Find Forever peace
Dec 18, 2024
61
I hope u find peace and get to be with ur cat, I'm sure they've missed u ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
 
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PI3.14

PI3.14

what is chaos to the fly is normal to the spider
Oct 4, 2024
386
Sorry life has brought you to this, I wish you peace whether you go with it or not
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Lather rinse repeat
Aug 10, 2025
169
I've always thought the afterlife should be like the holodeck in Star Trek. You can make it whatever you want it.

Peace :hug:
 
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kazatte

kazatte

someday, surely, this pain will disappear
Sep 1, 2025
113
i've been thinking about you since i saw your post earlier and i didn't comment, but now i will. i wish you peace in whatever decision you make
 
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nuva

nuva

"I'm blue da ba dee dabba da-ee"
Jul 7, 2025
114
i've been thinking about you since i saw your post earlier and i didn't comment, but now i will. i wish you peace in whatever decision you make
Thanks for your reply. 🫂
I've always thought the afterlife should be like the holodeck in Star Trek. You can make it whatever you want it.

Peace :hug:
I don't really think about what awaits each of us after death, I just hope that it will compensate for everything we went through on earth.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,850
Wishing you peace on your journey and freedom from this awful world. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
67
Goodnight honey, sweet dreams :heart:
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I hope you find your peace. Good luck🫂
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

૮ • ﻌ - ა
Apr 21, 2025
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i wish you peace. i hope you find something more beautiful than what's here
 
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Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

Rahhhh
Oct 23, 2023
58
I've already started preparing my notes.

I want to say a huge thank you to everyone who responded to my posts. You have no idea how much this means to me. You guys made me feel like I belonged. If it weren't for SaSu, I'm sure I would have felt MUCH worse, but now I realize I'm not going through this journey alone. I'm so grateful to the Universe that I was able to stumble upon this site.

It was really hard for me to write a note for my mom. Yesterday, I wrote a draft in my notes and was ready to cry. But now I'm calmer.I'll also leave a note for my childhood friend. They'll be sent automatically in a couple of hours.

Because of the alcohol, I couldn't bring myself to go out for a last walk and smoke, but I was able to lie in my cozy bed a little longer.

I'm not sure I'll be able to answer all the replies, I probably won't be here in a couple of hours. I'm actively preparing.
I hope after death we go to our own personal paradise.I hope I get to see my cat.
I wish everyone peace. 🫂

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Hey! I'm a smoker here imma just say I hope you find peace but you should definitely go out for that walk and smoke, enjoy the smoke while you can❤️ take care I hope you go and cross the rainbow bridge for the kitty's🖤🖤🖤
 
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nuva

nuva

"I'm blue da ba dee dabba da-ee"
Jul 7, 2025
114
I scheduled all the messages to be sent.
Oh god, I only have about four hours before the messages are sent automatically. Time flies...
 
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Miku _fanboy101

Miku _fanboy101

Rahhhh
Oct 23, 2023
58
I scheduled all the messages to be sent.
Oh god, I only have about four hours before the messages are sent automatically. Time flies...
I know I don't know you but I wish I could be there for you, take this time to enjoy everything ❤️ 🖤 ❤️
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,276
All the best with the journey to your paradise, sending love your way and hope the universe will smile upon your kind soul. Peace be with you 🌟
 
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