Hi there,
I can say with honesty, that my parents are both losers but my father was given a good life after he abandoned the family, with a new girlfriend for many years up to today. This ill shit, is still alive and owns a car, apartment with his wife and new son (he married her after I sued him for creating my life and paid nothing). He got money from some social justice achievement because he was as a child in a DDR jail.
My mother has it worse, she was always poor. She only was in welfare programms. I don't know sometimes why but in her emails I found as I was younger ill scam messages from men. And I assume this could have something to do with it. Maybe she is blackmailed.
But the more obvious fact is her apperance, she is ugly and looks always dirty. She stinks. She was never a typical mother and maybe she feels sad that her life is ruined in some deep way too. If I compare her to all those middle-class and elite-class mothers with these barbie daughters who go to universities and enjoy life because they get easy money. My mother was not a traveler. She has a car but just wandered in groups in local cities and forests. And she maybe never could fullfill her true dreams.
One day I assumed she tried to tell me, that a new woman she meet is her crush. That she is samesex attracted. But I said I don't even want to hear it, so I never will know what she really wanted to say that night with her beer bottle in her hand and crying, while she watches some crime series. In her dirty house.
if she looks back, she will see that there are just two daughters who used her lifelong and a partner that used her and abandoned her when she needed him the most. She supports her first born daughter and let her damage so many things, violate my rights but on me she calls asylum workers and police easly when I try to speak up.
This woman maybe desevers everything bad that happens to her. Sure I am sad about the life she is enduring, because she is my parent, but I cannot feel real empathy. She is a very ugly woman that wasted her time with a ugly disabled narc man who wasn't worth it and let her alone with two children. She never sued him, could be lack of will, lack of money, no support.
I will be more sad about my life, when the day should come and I wake up only to find out that my mother is dead. She was the only parent I had more contact with, at least she delivered me some food and stuff so I didn't needed to go outside.
My other relatives are not really better than my parents. The few who could help just don't care and the others have too much struggels.
And with strangers I never could find any deeper connection. Women my age are mostly middle class and never had such situations I endured. Many of them make fun of me, because I don't have any achievements and they know there will come none.
Nobody said sorry, ever. They think it is ok to bullie me further and they are easly offended by my face, hair and so on. They call me ugly and laugh or look aggressiv. Passangers, nurses, doctors, lawyers, social workers everyone.
So I am excluded everywhere in society (this is called Lookism) and never had any perspective. There is nobody who comes to you and guides you out of this shit. No friendship nothing. Just people that create more difficult times for you.
Without my parents this would never have happened. And without all these very evil humans
my life now would not be such a shit everyday, just waiting to become homeless, die/starve, enduring the re-traumatization from all the bad memories and bad present time. Nobody cares.
This was just a very sad life, with nothing to love and nobody who loves. I hate all breeders for this.
This society is fake and everyone who works in mental health and social work is not better than the nazis. Such people are allowed to discriminate/bullie vulnerable people and they create poverty, homelesness and shit on the people after who are kicked out an abused by their society.
I've got no compensation yet for their abuse against me. I am just poor and alone because of these people. Because there is nobody who gives you a place you can afford, safety, a good goal, compensation, care assistance. I write complains but the organizations are just giving stupid basic texts. They create those rapist structures, the whole society is filled with such ill humans who discriminate people like me.
It would be great when the lower- class finds strenght and attacks the middle- and elite-class people. They are the ones that abuse us in this society. Classism is real and parents should be sued for creating suffering.
I wish I could punch some money out of my ugly father, but in germany the laws are hateful towards disabled children. They pretend I am wrong and I don't deserve anything good in my life.
I can say with honesty, that my parents are both losers but my father was given a good life after he abandoned the family, with a new girlfriend for many years up to today. This ill shit, is still alive and owns a car, apartment with his wife and new son (he married her after I sued him for creating my life and paid nothing). He got money from some social justice achievement because he was as a child in a DDR jail.
My mother has it worse, she was always poor. She only was in welfare programms. I don't know sometimes why but in her emails I found as I was younger ill scam messages from men. And I assume this could have something to do with it. Maybe she is blackmailed.
But the more obvious fact is her apperance, she is ugly and looks always dirty. She stinks. She was never a typical mother and maybe she feels sad that her life is ruined in some deep way too. If I compare her to all those middle-class and elite-class mothers with these barbie daughters who go to universities and enjoy life because they get easy money. My mother was not a traveler. She has a car but just wandered in groups in local cities and forests. And she maybe never could fullfill her true dreams.
One day I assumed she tried to tell me, that a new woman she meet is her crush. That she is samesex attracted. But I said I don't even want to hear it, so I never will know what she really wanted to say that night with her beer bottle in her hand and crying, while she watches some crime series. In her dirty house.
if she looks back, she will see that there are just two daughters who used her lifelong and a partner that used her and abandoned her when she needed him the most. She supports her first born daughter and let her damage so many things, violate my rights but on me she calls asylum workers and police easly when I try to speak up.
This woman maybe desevers everything bad that happens to her. Sure I am sad about the life she is enduring, because she is my parent, but I cannot feel real empathy. She is a very ugly woman that wasted her time with a ugly disabled narc man who wasn't worth it and let her alone with two children. She never sued him, could be lack of will, lack of money, no support.
I will be more sad about my life, when the day should come and I wake up only to find out that my mother is dead. She was the only parent I had more contact with, at least she delivered me some food and stuff so I didn't needed to go outside.
My other relatives are not really better than my parents. The few who could help just don't care and the others have too much struggels.
And with strangers I never could find any deeper connection. Women my age are mostly middle class and never had such situations I endured. Many of them make fun of me, because I don't have any achievements and they know there will come none.
Nobody said sorry, ever. They think it is ok to bullie me further and they are easly offended by my face, hair and so on. They call me ugly and laugh or look aggressiv. Passangers, nurses, doctors, lawyers, social workers everyone.
So I am excluded everywhere in society (this is called Lookism) and never had any perspective. There is nobody who comes to you and guides you out of this shit. No friendship nothing. Just people that create more difficult times for you.
Without my parents this would never have happened. And without all these very evil humans
my life now would not be such a shit everyday, just waiting to become homeless, die/starve, enduring the re-traumatization from all the bad memories and bad present time. Nobody cares.
This was just a very sad life, with nothing to love and nobody who loves. I hate all breeders for this.
This society is fake and everyone who works in mental health and social work is not better than the nazis. Such people are allowed to discriminate/bullie vulnerable people and they create poverty, homelesness and shit on the people after who are kicked out an abused by their society.
I've got no compensation yet for their abuse against me. I am just poor and alone because of these people. Because there is nobody who gives you a place you can afford, safety, a good goal, compensation, care assistance. I write complains but the organizations are just giving stupid basic texts. They create those rapist structures, the whole society is filled with such ill humans who discriminate people like me.
It would be great when the lower- class finds strenght and attacks the middle- and elite-class people. They are the ones that abuse us in this society. Classism is real and parents should be sued for creating suffering.
I wish I could punch some money out of my ugly father, but in germany the laws are hateful towards disabled children. They pretend I am wrong and I don't deserve anything good in my life.
