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Jan 20, 2025
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This is embarrassing for me but a factor that just makes me want to die more. I lost the only person I really cared about four years ago and my mental health went to even more shit. I stopped talking care of myself, hygiene and nutrition wise for almost two years. That caused my teeth to weaken and within the last year, I've lost both premolars.. just now I felt that I am missing half a side of my molar. I don't know when that happened or how. Combination of not taking care of myself and not being able to get my wisdom teeth taken out I suppose.

I am in my mid 20s and losing teeth and I can't do anything about it.. I got enough strength to start brushing my teeth regularly after awhile. And here I am still suffering the consequences a few years later.

My mother refused to take me to the dentist once I got to high school unless I made the appointment myself. She knew I had anxiety especially social. So I haven't gone in a decade. And now that I'm an adult, I can't even afford health care.

If I were able to get over mental health and magically be better, it doesn't matter because my oral condition is so embarrassingly bad for a 26 year old who everyone used to remember for their "Colgate teeth" and "perfect smile". No matter how good my mind could ever possibly get, I can't live with this. I'm just deteriorating and I can't do anything about it.
 
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