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SweetSurrender

SweetSurrender

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Oct 30, 2020
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I'm pretty hopeless that my life will get any better. My life as sucky as it has somethings worth living for. Right now things are in a downwarn cycle for me. And I have this one thing that if it happens would be my breaking point and I would definitely want to ctb. Can anyone relate?
 
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BitterlyAlive

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It's a difficult, painful position to be in. Sending hugs, and welcome to the forum :heart: :hug:
 
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SweetSurrender

SweetSurrender

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Oct 30, 2020
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It's a difficult, painful position to be in. Sending hugs, and welcome to the forum :heart: :hug:
Thank-you!! I'm kind of scare being here. I just don't feel like I belong anywhere. Traditional therapies haven't work for me, and I don't want to "talk of out" ctb, when I feel it will only prolong my suffering. So I am here. Still I have certain responsibilities I have look before I can leave. So right now isn't the right time.
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
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Welcome to the forum! :heart: :hug: I'm sorry that you have to go trough such hard times... I hope you find peace in whatever you decide to do :hug:
 
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SweetSurrender

SweetSurrender

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Oct 30, 2020
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Welcome to the forum! :heart: :hug: I'm sorry that you have to go trough such hard times... I hope you find peace in whatever you decide to do :hug:
Thankyou!! I appreciate that!
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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Thank-you!! I'm kind of scare being here. I just don't feel like I belong anywhere. Traditional therapies haven't work for me, and I don't want to "talk of out" ctb, when I feel it will only prolong my suffering. So I am here. Still I have certain responsibilities I have look before I can leave. So right now isn't the right time.
That's perfectly alright. Your pain is still valid, regardless of where you are on the suicide scale. We have definitely had our own drama on here...but you're in good company. And you're not alone in your situation - traditional therapy hasn't worked for me either, to the exasperation of many, and we won't try to "talk you out" of suicide. Everyone has the right to their choice. We do try to make sure that others make as safe and informed of a decision as they can, but we respect the autonomy of others.
 
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Garbage Person

Garbage Person

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
Jan 17, 2020
305
You're not alone here. We're all just trying to make it, whatever that entails. I hope you find some peace here.
 
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SweetSurrender

SweetSurrender

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Oct 30, 2020
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You're not alone here. We're all just trying to make it, whatever that entails. I hope you find some peace here.
Thankyou!! I hope so too and I hope the same for you
 
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SweetSurrender

SweetSurrender

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Just talk about my breaking point with my mom, no red flag were raise. I dunno if that's a good or bad thing...
 
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