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valleyofthedolls

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Oct 17, 2022
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I am planning on catching the bus, but I don't want it to be painful for my family. What steps can I take to make it less painful? I already have a note written in my phone. Any other ideas?
 
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NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
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A note is the most important, ive got a note for each member explaining my ctb is not their fault and im sorry for hurting them.
Second thing is making it least traumatic for them, finding the least brutal method and making sure the police finds me and not my family.
 
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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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I think making it less traumatic for them as mentioned above, least brutal method and making sure someone else finds you, although I think in our society Committing S is something very stigmatized, its hard for people to understand why would you end with your life and is something that for some reason hurts more than dying for other reasons. I spoke to my dad which is basically my only relative left, actually not my biological dad but he's with me since I as 11 so he's my real dad. we spoke about a couple of weeks ago, told him I couldn't bare living anymore, that I had taken some bezos recently and that had everything to cab wit SN. he told me I was everything he had and he couldn't go on without me, so I guess one of the hardest part is the people you leave behind.
hope you can solve whatever is going on with your life.
wishing you the best
 
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