best way to end it?

[krematoriumas]

Hello,

I have been dreaming of taking my life since I was 12. But I have never managed to do it correctly. I am just tired of suffering the routine and especially when I feel like I don't belong here. Probably most of you have it worse, but I am just too weak to bare this.

What is the least painful and the most effective method of killing myself? I do not own a car, so a death by co2 is impossible for me. Should I just all of the pills that are in my house? No matter what they're made for?

I really don't want to end up puking everything out, so If you have any other suggestions, please give me some.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Hey! There is a resource thread in the suicide discussion page at the top with all sorts of methods. I'm sure you'll find one of your liking there, quick question, how old are you now?

 

[one4all]

My first suggestion would be to check out the Resource Compilation page.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Definitely don't try to OD. You'll most likely live, and end up in the hospital. Check out the resource recommended by the others. Site rules, we can't encourage ctb or recommend methods, but there's plenty of info to help you. Also, only much older cars work for the CO method, so it likely wouldn't have worked even if you had a car.

 

[mediocre]

You have to research the answers for yourself. There are a lot of helpful resources on this forum if you take the time to go through them. I've learned so much in 5 months. I haven't ended it yet but I am in a better place now.

 

[krematoriumas]

Hey! There is a resource thread in the suicide discussion page at the top with all sorts of methods. I'm sure you'll find one of your liking there, quick question, how old are you now?

heyyy, I'm 18 noww, turning 19 soon :/

 

[RedDEE]

Don't just take random pills to kill yourself. I tried that once when I was 16, I snuck into my moms room and opened her drawer, and found a big pack of pills. I took them all, and felt really light headed, and my heart felt like it was pounding out of my chest. Turned out they were just M&Ms but it was really scary, I think it was a sugar rush.