Being ugly is a good enough reason to ctb

[enditplz]

Growing up I never understood why the other kids always ostracized me from the first day of school before I would even say anything. Middle school is when no one held back calling me ugly, saying they would kill themselves if they were as ugly as me. My parents hated me too. My mom was a complete narcissist. She was very pretty, married an ugly man for stability, and was pissed off that I came out looking like him. I was nicknamed "ugly girl" in high school and people would keep track of my schedule so they could invite their friends to crowd outside my classes to show them how ugly I was. People always stare at me wherever I go. I couldn't even walk around outside without some assholes throwing a drink at me from a moving car while screaming that I was a fugly bitch. Despite all this I still tried to live my life. Even went to college in hopes of a better future and that people would mature. But they were all still assholes. Idk how many times I'd sit down somewhere in class and 9/10 if it was a guy, he'd immediately get up and even sit on the floor. After college was slightly better. I was able to find jobs despite my appearance, but there would always be some group of men there complaining about my looks, saying the "new girl is such a disappointment" and that they should place me in a corner where no one can see me. Covid was a godsend finally letting me work from home away from people, but I still get stared at and called ugly whenever I go out.

There really is no point in life if you're so ugly you attract attention like a train wreck. I cut off my family for their abuse. I have no friends. This world was made for attractive people only.

 

[SentimentalTrip]

Holy shit. This is sort of a crazy coincidence, but I was just having this exact thought LITERALLY two minutes ago, and it's what led me to log onto this forum for the first time in weeks. Your post was among the first I saw after logging on.

I've been having a lot of difficulty coping with the fact that I'm aging. I've always been ugly, but some I've managed to get uglier even though I've become more physically fit. I can relate to much of what you wrote. I would never say this to anyone out loud because people assume "complaining about looks = incel/femcel" when, as you say, one's unattractiveness can affect you in every sphere of life. It's horrible. I envy people who are ugly and don't care. I don't think I will ever cease to care, and it's one of the many reasons I've been wanting to CTB for years.

 

[DreamCoper]

This is basically the exact reason I joined