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mob

mob

Student
Jul 19, 2023
145
I'm back at work after 3 months of school, and logged in to see my salary that I'll get tomorrow on my bank account.
Guess what? It's 250 bucks. Which means I definitely can't survive this month. My rent alone is 370€ and I have two cats to take care of. I won't be able to afford their food, let alone my rent. Eletricity bills, etc.
Also, I'm most probably getting fired real soon for my absences due to mental health, I'll probably be jobless at the end of this month. I won't be able to survive.
I'd been planning to fly to Japan for an internship, everything has already been booked. However, I probably won't be able to afford it and if I have to call it off, I'll have to pay a huge sum of money, around 3.5k.

I literally can't do this. I hate how everything depends on money, money, money. If I can't survive this month, I'll ctb at the end of April. It's not worth it anymore.
 
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pretentioussuika

pretentioussuika

compassionate gaijin
Apr 6, 2025
74
I literally can't do this. I hate how everything depends on money, money, money.
Just sums it up perfectly tbh
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Money is the fuel in our world. A lack of money makes me suicidal. I can relate.
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
704
I'd say 50% of my depression is due to lack of money. I totally understand
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
961
Yip, it makes things impossible, not having it. And then they say money can't buy happiness, maybe not, but it can definitely pay the bills.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
852
I can relate. Been broke all my life. Parents were broke too so I grew up broke. Everything seems to revolve around stupid little pieces of paper.
 
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dulldark

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Mar 28, 2025
14
Money could solve all of my problems. No lie. The rich stay winning.
 
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