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AloneInCollege

AloneInCollege

The one and only
Mar 7, 2022
167
Now I'm in better shape and depressed.
 
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OhSoTired

Member
Sep 11, 2021
11
Hi! It is so lonely and working to make things better always feels so useless.
 
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dirtnap

dirtnap

Member
Jun 7, 2022
60
Same! I look better but I still feel like CTB...
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
384
Same, I do HIIT, lift weights, and do cardio and though it does give some type of temporary relief it always comes back with a vengeance.
 
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jamie_

Specialist
May 21, 2022
336
i want nothing more than to do my workout routine, to eat well, to have cold showers but it is impossible to do any now i'm depressed. i wish i could enjoy the gym but whenever i go my feelings of loneliness increase so much, i'll go a day forcing myself to eat what i used to and start crying at how useless it all feels, i'll have a cold shower and briefly feel all brilliant relieving feelings only to start grieving all the other things in my life that used to make me happy. they are all too exhausting.
 
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dramatizelist

Member
Jul 3, 2022
18
I hope that'll be me soon lmao


Can't buy a gym membership yet cause am on the threshold of moving but once I'm out I hope to do a lot of cardio
 
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VirtualSnow

VirtualSnow

who knows
May 21, 2022
118
Hey, it's still an achievement, congrats.
 
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sano0192

New Member
May 14, 2022
1
Same. An now on top of that all of my little self-worth relies on working out, so if I ever miss a few sessions because of injury/illness I get ultra-depressed.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,471
Honestly there's something satisfying about changing your outward appearance despite how shitty you feel inside.

I'm about to go to a derm this week and get a shitty tat removed. Never been so excited to be burnt tf up.
 
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setoursailsagain

Member
Jun 8, 2022
20
Should still be proud of yourself.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,507
My mood has improved but I will probably drop dead if I ever miss a gym session.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Two benefits - 1. It's easier to get laid. 2. You'll be better at sex (last longer, more flexible, stronger to hold someone up).

Doesn't fix everything, but better than being suicidal and out of shape...
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,913
Ahhh if it was that easy, eh...
 

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