I feel I am slowly losing attachment, to this body and this life, I'm trying to sleep as much as possible until my N arrives in order to sort of switch off my SI. I am unconscious in sleep so much that when I wake up it's sort of confusing, like I don't have anything left to do here. I don't want to leave any notes or tell anyone as I feel that will just immerse me in a sad emotion. I want to be happy and peaceful in these last days.
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