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AtomicNewt

AtomicNewt

A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her
Jun 5, 2019
145
Haven't been posting here for quite a while, time itself seems to be performing crazy things - playing silly buggers with me - as it swings between unbearably slow treacle and then deciding to vanish in the swish of a gnats wing.

However dark, incapable and confused I've felt just seeing the messages here (even if haven't been able to respond, still screwy, sorry x) has kept me connected, realise I'm not alone. Treading the path to a beyond is a journey I've considered from many moral and ethical paths lately, and here connects, cares and doesn't encourage uptight blinkers rammed over the vision.

As I think of death there is a smile rather than tears now
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Visionary
Jun 1, 2019
2,113
Just pleased you are still alive for now and letting us know you are here in spirit with us. :hug:
 
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wiIIow

wiIIow

Arcanist
Sep 22, 2018
458
I hear you. We're all treading treacherous paths of our own, but you are not alone.

Ive been a bit screwy myself, but have grown so detached from the chaos of it all. time isn't linear, and reality isn't concrete; it's all nonsense and vibrations. just along for the ride at this point, I guess.

glad to see you around, I enjoy the way that you word things.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
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Time is always playing silly buggers with me, too.
 

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