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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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My arms are a mess and I think I'm just gonna get drunk as fuck tonight. Today hasn't even been a bad day. I just feel really, really shitty.

Edit: okay so I bought the alcohol and started binging...then I dumped 3/4 of the bottle down the drain. I would much rather physically hurt myself than get drunk af and vomit. Yay for small "victories"
 
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purplesmoothie

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I feel bad too :( just remember to breathe
 
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