The Disqualified
Disqualified as a Human Being
- Feb 4, 2023
- 159
I got cornered by all sides. No way out in sight. Don't think I am getting out of this one.
The trap I've fallen in is mental. I really have been taking too much for too long. I can't stand it, really. I always wanted peace, innocence, happiness, but this world is so sick and disgusting. It tortures me day and night ever since I was born in this horrible system. All while being gaslighted and brainwashed by it. Really horrible. The same people who tell you to "man up" and "work hard" are the same ones that bully you, and mock you, and have no idea how your life even is like. They wouldn't last a day.
I cannot even imagine what their lives are like. They are a whole different species. I've been trying so hard for so long, but life is a lopsided game and some really struggle through hell, hell. But enough is enough. I am getting tired. My pain is so great, so great. All I want is to kill myself once and for all.
My back is against the wall right now, once again. I am cornered. I've escaped before, barely. But I don't know. I feel cornered.
The trap I've fallen in is mental. I really have been taking too much for too long. I can't stand it, really. I always wanted peace, innocence, happiness, but this world is so sick and disgusting. It tortures me day and night ever since I was born in this horrible system. All while being gaslighted and brainwashed by it. Really horrible. The same people who tell you to "man up" and "work hard" are the same ones that bully you, and mock you, and have no idea how your life even is like. They wouldn't last a day.
I cannot even imagine what their lives are like. They are a whole different species. I've been trying so hard for so long, but life is a lopsided game and some really struggle through hell, hell. But enough is enough. I am getting tired. My pain is so great, so great. All I want is to kill myself once and for all.
My back is against the wall right now, once again. I am cornered. I've escaped before, barely. But I don't know. I feel cornered.
