Back after a year-long break

[seho_j]

Hi, everyone. Not sure this is the appropriate forum to post in.

I don't think anyone knows me here because I wasn't very active in the first place.
I've been suicidal on and off for most of my life, but I had a break from this site to "recover".

But honestly, it didn't do me much good to be gone from this site.
I really liked having people to relate to here, and people to vent to.
Also, now I even have a new thing now (depersonalisation disorder) lmao

So I am still trying to recover (although at the same time I want to die desperately) but I think I need this site.
I want to be more active here. I have a difficult time because of my social anxiety, but I'm cautiously saying hi (again)!

 

[issyishere]

Welcome back! I mostly stay in the recovery subsection as the positivity here is better for my mental state. I'd refrain from the suicide discussion as it makes me relapse in my personal opinion. If you're attempting to recover again you're always welcome!

 

[seho_j]

Welcome back! I mostly stay in the recovery subsection as the positivity here is better for my mental state. I'd refrain from the suicide discussion as it makes me relapse in my personal opinion. If you're attempting to recover again you're always welcome!

You're right! I'll try to stay more positive in this forum. Thanks for the welcome :)

 

[wonderworld]

hii welcome back

 

[Frauw]

The good old ebb and flow, welcome back.

 

[Ghost2211]

Hello, welcome back. I hope your recovery goes well for you.

 

[seho_j]

Thanks for welcoming me back everyone! Hope we can all go through recovery together ❤

 

[shadowchaser]

Hi! Welcome back!
It's so great that you're trying to recover; I'm so proud of you :)
Please take as much time as you need away if you ever have to <3