Discussion At night, I dream about suicide

[eveparis]

Every night, I dream about my suicide.

Did you too?

During last night dream, I was driving in my car, and I taped the accelerator pedal to go fast and drive on a big wall and crashed and die.

Or I dreamed about hanging myself, writing suicidal letters...

Of course, I can tell no one about this dreams! Hope I will read yours.

 

[MovingOn]

I don't have dreams any more really, and when I do, I forget them quickly. I wake up wanting to kill myself, get better throughout the day but towards the night feel suicidal again. If I'm outside, I often find myself considering how it would be if I tried to commit suicide with things I see, such as a train or a bus (I look at how they've modified the modern ones to prevent suicides & accidents). So on and so forth.

 

[jodes2]

I've never had a dream about suicide! Weird given how often I've been suicidal

 

[Ineedtodie]

I don't dream. Is this a cause of concern? Though i never woke up in good mood like my mind doing the same old when in sleep mode.

 

[Deo volente]

Wow. You must have a powerful will to die if you imagine it even when sleeping. Do those dreams feel fearful? Or are they something you look forward to? Maybe even gleefully.

Personally, I cannot remember the last time I had a dream. I do not know if I would appreciate dreaming of my death. On one hand it seems as though it could be a source of inspiration to the truly committed. Yet to carry that burden even in sleep sounds like a cruel denial of the only solace many people have.

 

[TydalWave]

I have many times. Definitely my goto when I am lucid dreaming.

 

[LonelyEmerald]

It's either that or 1. I don't remember my dreams 2. I dream of having friends and/or a girlfriend

 

[SectOfValtiel]

in the same boat as a few others here, dont really dream anymore
i wish i still did... i miss the absurdity of some of them
but at least its not nightmares
had a fair share where i was actively falling in love with someone that doesnt even exist
those were the worst to wake up to

 

[icantandiwont]

Every night, I dream about my suicide.

Did you too?

During last night dream, I was driving in my car, and I taped the accelerator pedal to go fast and drive on a big wall and crashed and die.

Or I dreamed about hanging myself, writing suicidal letters...

Of course, I can tell no one about this dreams! Hope I will read yours.

I used to have dreams like this. But I'd chicken out every single time and then when i woke up I'd be pissed at myself for not doing it

 

[makethepainstop]

Every night, I dream about my suicide.

Did you too?

During last night dream, I was driving in my car, and I taped the accelerator pedal to go fast and drive on a big wall and crashed and die.

Or I dreamed about hanging myself, writing suicidal letters...

Of course, I can tell no one about this dreams! Hope I will read yours.

Dear, I dream of suicide in the day as well as the night!? It is so Wonderful to think of it! Positively fills me with boundless joy and delight! (Never said I was normal or conventional!)

 

[SpiroSundae]

When I can't fall asleep, fantasizing about CTB is what relaxes me the most

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it interesting how people can actually remember the specific details of their dreams, as soon as I wake up I instantly forget the details of what I dreamt about. I very likely do dream about suicide though, it would make sense for me as every waking moment is spent wishing to die. For me suicidal thoughts are all that I really know and I know that I could never feel differently. It makes so much sense for me to wish to die and to permanently leave this world is what is ideal to me.

 

[May_]

I normally have really happy dreams. They make me feel really good.

Then after I wake up there is this period of realization that this is life and I feel even worse.

 

[doorlesshome]

I have many times. Definitely my goto when I am lucid dreaming.

1 tym @ my LD ran out hous & go clif