Ive written SO MANY notes, in notebooks, on my phone, even on my pc... i will hurt some people I would rather not hurt but sadly there is no other way... I also thought about the money (i have little to nothing but is some money) I want it all to my mother, my belongings I dont really care, I dont want to be buried... I guess if i had to choose a place to put my ashes it would be either the town I grew up in and had the closest thing to normalcy and happiness Ive ever had, or where both of my dogs are buried in the country I was born... I dont believe in nothing after death so really they should do whatever they want... they will know why I do what I do, still they never truly knew and will never know just how horrible all this is... Im prepared to leave as a monster.
literally, why are you instilling your beliefs (karma, etc) onto them and why are you even assuming their age just to shit on them?
just because you won't end your life based on any romantic relationship doesn't mean other people have the same mental strength or capacity as you do.
you also said it yourself, you believe our choices have lasting impacts for many lifetimes. then maybe what their ex/friends did also had that same lasting impact on their mental wellbeing that made them decide to commit just to be free from it.
My original post didn't shame anyone for feeling pain. It questioned the reasoning behind making an irreversible decision based on temporary external factors, which is a valid concern—especially in a space like this. Suicide isn't just about pain; it's about context, clarity, and whether the trigger is something that might pass or evolve.
Calling out karma or youth wasn't about superiority—it was about challenging impulsive thinking in a place where life and death are being discussed. If someone is under 20 and planning to die over a breakup, asking them to pause and reconsider isn't "imposing beliefs." It's an attempt to interrupt a fatal moment with perspective, however imperfectly worded.
Yes, we all have different capacities. But if you believe that what someone else did justifies ending one's own life, you're reinforcing the idea that abusers, cheaters, and exes get to decide who lives and dies. That's not strength or empathy—that's surrendering your power.
Pain is real. So is survival. No one said it's easy—but dismissing hard questions as judgment is a disservice to the people here who are on the fence and still searching for a reason to stay.
Ive written SO MANY notes, in notebooks, on my phone, even on my pc... i will hurt some people I would rather not hurt but sadly there is no other way... I also thought about the money (i have little to nothing but is some money) I want it all to my mother, my belongings I dont really care, I dont want to be buried... I guess if i had to choose a place to put my ashes it would be either the town I grew up in and had the closest thing to normalcy and happiness Ive ever had, or where both of my dogs are buried in the country I was born... I dont believe in nothing after death so really they should do whatever they want... they will know why I do what I do, still they never truly knew and will never know just how horrible all this is... Im prepared to leave as a monster.
literally, why are you instilling your beliefs (karma, etc) onto them and why are you even assuming their age just to shit on them?
just because you won't end your life based on any romantic relationship doesn't mean other people have the same mental strength or capacity as you do.
you also said it yourself, you believe our choices have lasting impacts for many lifetimes. then maybe what their ex/friends did also had that same lasting impact on their mental wellbeing that made them decide to commit just to be free from it.
My original post didn't shame anyone for feeling pain. It questioned the reasoning behind making an irreversible decision based on temporary external factors, which is a valid concern—especially in a space like this. Suicide isn't just about pain; it's about context, clarity, and whether the trigger is something that might pass or evolve.
Calling out karma or youth wasn't about superiority—it was about challenging impulsive thinking in a place where life and death are being discussed. If someone is under 20 and planning to die over a breakup, asking them to pause and reconsider isn't "imposing beliefs." It's an attempt to interrupt a fatal moment with perspective, however imperfectly worded.
Yes, we all have different capacities. But if you believe that what someone else did justifies ending one's own life, you're reinforcing the idea that abusers, cheaters, and exes get to decide who lives and dies. That's not strength or empathy—that's surrendering your power.
Pain is real. So is survival. No one said it's easy—but dismissing hard questions as judgment is a disservice to the people here who are on the fence and still searching for a reason to stay.
oh wow, I don't own you an explanation.
But "And was it so horrid you really want to scar them for life?", my goodness, at least they still have a life to be scared. But the truth is: people like them will never feel responsible or guilty, nothing is ever their fault. so you don't need to worry about them.
So, in other words you avoided every question I asked. I wish you the best.
) so im not going to just drop a suicide note, but probably a cinematic film about my life and my reasons why as well. Hannah Baker style I guess.
