Discussion Are you leaving a suicide note?

[UninformedLover]

Just curious. I was going to but honestly I actually don't have anything nice to say to my parents and if I leave a mean one to my mom I'm paranoid that she will try to spite me and not take care of my cats or something so I might just leave a note begging asking her to properly take care of my cats.

I don't see the point of leaving a note. It's not like my parents care about my feelings because if they did they wouldn't have treated me the way that they did. And if my dad truly loved me he wouldnt have left my sister and I to suffer and be neglected by our mother.

 

[[Lord Void]]

I had originally thought of leaving notes but honestly, I don't even care anymore. Good thing too since it was a big part of what's stopping me.

 

[Tigger]

I expect that I will just leave a note outlining steps to do next (financial, legal) so that my family can get that out of the way efficiently.

There is, tbh, some part of me that wants to point out that others have made life difficult for me (although my desire to ctb and the reasons for it, I own), I just don't think this would help anyone or change anything.

I don't want people to feel bad for what happens to me. I want them to forget me.

 

[endoftheroad45]

Ive written several. At different stages of ideation. They will all be found i believe.

 

[JustBeingDramatic]

I honestly never even thought to write a note, i didnt really have anything to say. Just want to be forgotten and moved on from

 

[kopebaldy]

I'm half half.

It's appropriate to give my friends and family a closure but on the other hand, I don't have anything to say.

Lots of things in my head, all of which will leave negative impacts if said. Might as well not leaving behind any unnecessary baggages.

Idk, maybe generic goodbye and that's it.

 

[castlebravo]

I'd want to apologize to my daughter. That all

 

[MissAbyss]

Yes, to one person, a last will. Everything else has already been said during lifetime.

 

[areyousafe??]

I don't have anything left to say to anyone "close" to me. There's actually plenty I haven't said, but to write that out in a suicide note will induce anger and possibly guilt on them.

I want to tell my cat I love her, I will probably leave a note to the people who find me about her likes and dislikes, and to please find her a good, loving home - together with a copy of my will.

The purpose of a suicide note is to explain the reason for taking your life and for me, it's fairly obvious why.

 

[starboy2k]

"fuck all of this"
"fuck all of you"
"im fucking done"

-(name)

 

[AZRAEL600]

I won't write anything either. I am writer I have already prepared note long time ago on my laptop. That's it.

 

[i like apple juice!]

i will try to. everything is mostly my fault and i wouldn't want anyone to think differently. i just want to make it easier to move on from me.

 

[woofwag]

Yes. One for instructions for disposal my body and where to find all of my writing, and three for my 2 closest friends and my ex who I still deeply care about (fucked up considering how they treated me… but still). I might write another general one to the rest of the people in my life, but I haven't decided on what to say there yet. I have a lot of love for all of my friends, but also a lot of hatred for the world and the people who've traumatized me. I'm also considering confessing what my dad did to me. Even if it doesn't get him arrested or anything since I wouldn't even be alive to testify (plus I don't think there's enough evidence to get a conviction), maybe it'll be able to ruin his fucking life in some small way. Find a way to get it to his new wife or something, idk.

Anyway. All that's to say that I do care a lot about the people in my life. I don't believe in "legacy." I won't be there to experience that. But I can still leave some small impact with my death, and maybe try to soften the toll it will take on my friends.

 

[Boudika]

Yes. I'm planning to use SN in the park, so I need to let them know who I am and what are phone numbers to my family. Also i will leave the message on my fav discord server cuz it would be sad if they thought i basically ignored them. Also message where i hid letters for my friends.