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sendmeawayalien

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Jan 10, 2025
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I make this post from a gut wrenching place, im sure thats obvious which is why on this site. I dont think I have ever been so desperate in my life. My 1st attempt with SN went bad because I couldnt drink all of the solution. I am now considering more violent options.
Somehow I believe if I really want this and that if I tried SN again it might work. Is there anything that could help with the taste?
Violent option: train.
Im in the UK and I know most train lines have safety features but if anyone has any research.

Please please please dont ban or block me from the site for asking this- where would one go if they wanted to fund for someone to essentially make them ctb?

I know we are all in a similar boat so I hate to ask all of this but this is the last place left for me. Please if you can help me in anyway.
 
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srilankanbeyotch

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Dec 21, 2025
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50 ml is really not a lot so maybe chug it fast and prepare some candy or skittles for the after taste. At least thats what Im planning to do.
 
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peacecomingsoon

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Dec 28, 2025
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This is something that's been on my mind too, although I haven't actually tasted or tried SN yet. I'm planning to mitigate it by downing the 50ml like a shot and then immediately afterward rinsing my mouth with a strong tasting mouthwash and then chew gum. I would strongly suggest avoiding the train method especially as, yes it's violent, but also traumatises/impacts others too, if you still have access to SN. Hope this helps and wish you the best.
 
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Dec 23, 2024
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i took sn in lemon fanta. I had a cardiac arrest and should have died, but the hospital worked its "medical magic". Take that how you want.
 
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bcarroll1

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Aug 10, 2025
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I make this post from a gut wrenching place, im sure thats obvious which is why on this site. I dont think I have ever been so desperate in my life. My 1st attempt with SN went bad because I couldnt drink all of the solution. I am now considering more violent options.
Somehow I believe if I really want this and that if I tried SN again it might work. Is there anything that could help with the taste?
Violent option: train.
Im in the UK and I know most train lines have safety features but if anyone has any research.

Please please please dont ban or block me from the site for asking this- where would one go if they wanted to fund for someone to essentially make them ctb?

I know we are all in a similar boat so I hate to ask all of this but this is the last place left for me. Please if you can help me in anyway.
I've seen some people use throat numbing spray to avoid the taste of the SN.
 
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