Thank you. Due to social phobia... I have a hard time checking my pms... Summers got mad at me and told me to get out of his life... He came back after I explained myself better... But ended up growing cold & left the site... Maybe because of me... So I was ashamed to ruin it for him... I tried to watch anime again... Got a bit better... But got tortured relentlessly... I want to die more...
It means so much to me to see you worry. I wouldn't have seen it in a mega thread. Thank you...
I have the urge to hang myself... I'll try to resist to see you...
No worries hun, just glad you're back. I don't think it was you that he left, as many said, they think he was banned… I know it still hurts though. I'm sorry your attempt at recovery didn't work out well, you're always welcome here.
You're welcome hun, I was worried about you. I mean, I know this is a CTB place, but you know what I mean.
Just remember, You're not alone ♡