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qualityOV3Rquantity

qualityOV3Rquantity

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
259
I'm not ready to go yet, not am I even certain I want to die. But if I do, I am quite set on SN being the method. I have a source (DMC) but I haven't bought it yet. I don't want to buy it yet, because I worry just having it would lead to me doing it impulsively and I don't want that.

But here is my concern - that not buying SN now may lead to not being able to buy it later. I'm worried about the availability of SN in the coming few years. I think this is based on two factors: 1), the supplier, and 2) our countries' laws on the import of SN.

1) Supplier - I won't give anything away, but many of us know DMC is in a country affected by war at the moment. Does anyone have any idea of what may happen to DMC once the war ends? Meaning, will authorities suddenly care more about this and take legal action against DMC or force them to stop operations? I really don't know if this is the type of country where authorities would ever care about this, but I know DMC has already been exposed to the media and it might be bad publicity for the country in question.

2) Import - SN is becoming more widely known and infamous, and many countries naturally want to prevent the import of SN to individuals within their borders, since we all know what individuals typically use it for. But given that it is for the most part legal, I'm not sure how much countries can restrict its import, and I'm also under the impression that those who provide SN to individuals typically don't label it as such anyway.

Anyone have any thoughts on this? I'm really wondering if I should bite the bullet (lmao) and order now...
 
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Leyna

Leyna

I only paint in red now
Sep 28, 2024
56
I'd personally order it now - DMC sounds like it's having a lot of issues esp in the UK, and idk of any other sources
 
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imOK

Experienced
Apr 10, 2025
264
Order now, it lasts forever. If you're the impulsive type and think you might do something you'll regret, it might be a good idea to put it at a second location, a deposit box for example.

I'm almost certain this stuff will be heavily regulated in most places. They just haven't caught up yet.

That said, DMC is certainly not the only seller. I got mine from a normal chemical company. (Please don't PM me, I won't reply. Some countries are insane enough that they would call me an accomplice in your murder) These sources will 100% disappear.
 
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Alexei_Kirillov

Alexei_Kirillov

i must rest here a moment
Mar 9, 2024
1,309
If you don't live in Canada, Australia, the UK, or New Zealand, where welfare checks from the police have been reported after ordering from DMC, I'd buy it now; I suspect SN will become illegal or at least more heavily regulated in future years.
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,815
If you're in the UK there would seem to be a likelihood of Police/Welfare checks if that bothers you. And yes, since SN has now been classified under The Poisons Act and requires a Licence to be sold in the UK, it seems likely that at some point in the (possibly near) future it will become virtually impossible for retail customers to purchase and possibly illegal to possess.
 
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Griever

Griever

SN
May 1, 2025
462
I've thought about it many times and wondered if I'll get SN in the future or not, so just to be on the safe side, I bought more than I actually need and it has a shelf life of 3 years anyway
 
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PrismHon

PrismHon

Member
Mar 24, 2025
76
I think the question you have to ask yourself is, how would you feel X years down the line if you don't have any, but can no longer buy it?

PPEH has to be updated so frequently because the lay of the land changes so often. It's not a stretch to guess that SN will only get harder and harder to get, just like N and nitrogen gas.

"Better to have and not need, than need and not have" is normally what I'd say... but keep in mind, I also want to kill myself quite soon. You are not certain about it, so to me that suggests you still have some hope! I would never want someone buying these kinds of things if they are unsure in any way.
 
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sweetnessofurskin

Member
Oct 22, 2024
13
Sorry, my comment isn't on the topic, but I have a question for people who received SN from DMC. How long was it stuck in your country's customs? Mine's been a couple of days so I'm kinda worried, so just wanted to check
 
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UserFromNowhere

Member
May 4, 2025
76
I want to buy it myself for the future, regardless of if it gets banned or not. I have an interest in Chemistry anyways, so even if I don't use it to CTB, it could be useful in reactions. Ordering it now, at least for me, would be a good option. I'm not the impulsive type, overthinking is part of the reason I'm here after all, so actually having the option at any time would really give some comsideration as to when to do it.
 
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TheBondsman

Member
Apr 9, 2025
11
I'm not ready to go yet, not am I even certain I want to die. But if I do, I am quite set on SN being the method. I have a source (DMC) but I haven't bought it yet. I don't want to buy it yet, because I worry just having it would lead to me doing it impulsively and I don't want that.

But here is my concern - that not buying SN now may lead to not being able to buy it later. I'm worried about the availability of SN in the coming few years. I think this is based on two factors: 1), the supplier, and 2) our countries' laws on the import of SN.

1) Supplier - I won't give anything away, but many of us know DMC is in a country affected by war at the moment. Does anyone have any idea of what may happen to DMC once the war ends? Meaning, will authorities suddenly care more about this and take legal action against DMC or force them to stop operations? I really don't know if this is the type of country where authorities would ever care about this, but I know DMC has already been exposed to the media and it might be bad publicity for the country in question.

2) Import - SN is becoming more widely known and infamous, and many countries naturally want to prevent the import of SN to individuals within their borders, since we all know what individuals typically use it for. But given that it is for the most part legal, I'm not sure how much countries can restrict its import, and I'm also under the impression that those who provide SN to individuals typically don't label it as such anyway.

Anyone have any thoughts on this? I'm really wondering if I should bite the bullet (lmao) and order now...
Same here, whilst I don't want to ctb yet, I want to ctb before I become a little old lady who has poor mobility and no one to come and see me as my son ctb nearly 3 years ago. He went via SN and I found instructions on his computer and have kept them for myself. I also worry that SN might become totally unavailable in the years ahead.
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I've thought about it many times and wondered if I'll get SN in the future or not, so just to be on the safe side, I bought more than I actually need and it has a shelf life of 3 years anyway
Only 3 years, oh no, I don't want to use it for another 15 years
 
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Douggy82

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
225
Seems like SN will eventually be extremely difficult to obtain.

Forces of evil want people to live in suffer.
People who think they're doing good don't understand the suffering.

On the plus side, I think people making their own will become easier and common, unless the internet censorship gets worse. They are going after this board, so who knows. It could be that posting a 'how to synthesize SN' posts and videos get censored.
 
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timorousTruant

Azoidant
Nov 18, 2022
98
My SN from DMC arrived months ago but I'm concerned about storage. I'm anxious all the time about its stability and wish I had another source. I don't know if I should just... leave it in the pack it came in, or transfer it to something else?? The availability of these chemicals becoming so scarce is really freaking me out lately :(
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,841
I expect it to be nearly impossible to obtain in the future. So yes, I'm worried about future prospects I guess. I actually think life is precious. I want to struggle as much as I can until I don't want to do it anymore. Maybe a few years more. I won't be surprised if it's nearly impossible to obtain by them though. I've thought about this quite a bit. If I buy it now, do I end up drinking the SN instead of my morning coffee?🤣

I'll set these deep thoughts aside for now. I'll buy SN at some point in the future. For now though. I'm going to keep struggling.

I get your point though, OP. It's definitely something to be worried about in the long run.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

Friends with Aera23
Apr 10, 2025
417
I'm Aussie, good to know. Tho I have a different irreversible 'insurance' plan* that is even harder to regulate (without banning some very common items)
If you don't live in Canada, Australia, the UK, or New Zealand, where welfare checks from the police have been reported after ordering from DMC, I'd buy it now; I suspect SN will become illegal or at least more heavily regulated in future years.
* I doubt I will execute it tho, since I realised that death wishes are instead escape wishes, and being a missing person until the wish subsides is also a possibility.
 
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