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Kornyboyo

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Aug 7, 2019
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Anyone planning on hanging tonight. I am planning partial and would like to get in touch with others who may be.
 
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helloworld

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Apr 1, 2020
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I've been wanting to use partial suspension to ctb and have been doing research on it for the past couple of weeks. I have tried to practice getting the right sensation but have always felt the "head exploding" feeling. Today I attempted again and something weird happened and I am wondering if others have had the same experience. I was using a necktie and I did not pass out (or maybe I did???) but I realized again what was happening because I was having a hard time breathing. My head was tilted down and snot kept coming out of my nose so it was impossible to breathe. I freaked out and escaped the noose. I remember putting myself in the noose and adjusting my position, next thing I know I cannot breathe and snot is coming out of my nose. I'm not sure if I passed out or not but there was a definite gap between me putting the tie around my neck and snot coming oout of my nose. When I looked at the mirror, I had a small gash/bruising on the bridge of my nose. My entire face broke out in reddish spots (NOT ACNE). I think I attempted about an hour ago and my head is still throbbing.
 
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jj1794976

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Mar 30, 2020
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I know exactly what your talking about when you mentioned the head explosion, I live with my mother right now and its impossible my older is a snitch doesnt care about anyone one my reason anyway can I see picture of the necktie noose?
I've been wanting to use partial suspension to ctb and have been doing research on it for the past couple of weeks. I have tried to practice getting the right sensation but have always felt the "head exploding" feeling. Today I attempted again and something weird happened and I am wondering if others have had the same experience. I was using a necktie and I did not pass out (or maybe I did???) but I realized again what was happening because I was having a hard time breathing. My head was tilted down and snot kept coming out of my nose so it was impossible to breathe. I freaked out and escaped the noose. I remember putting myself in the noose and adjusting my position, next thing I know I cannot breathe and snot is coming out of my nose. I'm not sure if I passed out or not but there was a definite gap between me putting the tie around my neck and snot coming oout of my nose. When I looked at the mirror, I had a small gash/bruising on the bridge of my nose. My entire face broke out in reddish spots (NOT ACNE). I think I attempted about an hour ago and my head is still throbbing.
I know exactly what your talking about when you mentioned the head explosion, I live with my mother right now and its impossible my older is a snitch doesnt care about anyone one my reason anyway can I see picture of the necktie noose?
How do you inbox on here
I've been wanting to use partial suspension to ctb and have been doing research on it for the past couple of weeks. I have tried to practice getting the right sensation but have always felt the "head exploding" feeling. Today I attempted again and something weird happened and I am wondering if others have had the same experience. I was using a necktie and I did not pass out (or maybe I did???) but I realized again what was happening because I was having a hard time breathing. My head was tilted down and snot kept coming out of my nose so it was impossible to breathe. I freaked out and escaped the noose. I remember putting myself in the noose and adjusting my position, next thing I know I cannot breathe and snot is coming out of my nose. I'm not sure if I passed out or not but there was a definite gap between me putting the tie around my neck and snot coming oout of my nose. When I looked at the mirror, I had a small gash/bruising on the bridge of my nose. My entire face broke out in reddish spots (NOT ACNE). I think I attempted about an hour ago and my head is still throbbing.
I know exactly what your talking about when you mentioned the head explosion, I live with my mother right now and its impossible my older is a snitch doesnt care about anyone one my reason anyway can I see picture of the necktie noose?
How do you inbox on here
 
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helloworld

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Apr 1, 2020
6
I know exactly what your talking about when you mentioned the head explosion, I live with my mother right now and its impossible my older is a snitch doesnt care about anyone one my reason anyway can I see picture of the necktie noose?


How do you inbox on here


How do you inbox on here


I had a slip knot on both ends of the necktie. The thinner end of the tie went around the door handle, and the thicker went around my neck (knot on the back center of my neck). I read in another post that it's better if the rope is thinner rather than super thick, so next time I try I will put the thinner side around my neck and thicker on the door.
I read a lot more about this after I posted and found the medical terms for what happened to my face. I had petechiae on my entire face, a little on the neck, and subconjunctival hemorrhaging in both eyes. This can all happen when you are feeling the head exploding sensation and I think I read somewhere that it's because I am closing off the jugular artery rather than the carotid. I feel like it's hard to target just the carotid... is it possible?!?! Idk..

I want to try getting a longer rope or something and tying it to the door knob and swinging the rope over the door. I think this might be able to target/isolate the carotid b/c the rope will be right under my jaw.
 
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selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
i tried it yesterday but the place wasn't good at all and now i don't have anywhere to hang myself with cuz my family around all the time
 
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jj1794976

Member
Mar 30, 2020
7
i tried it yesterday but the place wasn't good at all and now i don't have anywhere to hang myself with cuz my family around all the time
[/QUOT I'm thinking my stand up can work Idk
Stand up bed
Stand up bed
Stand up bed
 
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moodygrl

Member
Apr 25, 2020
68
I had a slip knot on both ends of the necktie. The thinner end of the tie went around the door handle, and the thicker went around my neck (knot on the back center of my neck). I read in another post that it's better if the rope is thinner rather than super thick, so next time I try I will put the thinner side around my neck and thicker on the door.
I read a lot more about this after I posted and found the medical terms for what happened to my face. I had petechiae on my entire face, a little on the neck, and subconjunctival hemorrhaging in both eyes. This can all happen when you are feeling the head exploding sensation and I think I read somewhere that it's because I am closing off the jugular artery rather than the carotid. I feel like it's hard to target just the carotid... is it possible?!?! Idk..

I want to try getting a longer rope or something and tying it to the door knob and swinging the rope over the door. I think this might be able to target/isolate the carotid b/c the rope will be right under my jaw.
ugh I also got petechiae in one of my partial trials. Family was asking questions, as my face was so red...
 

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