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AwakeTooLong

AwakeTooLong

Ascend or death
Mar 4, 2024
47
I was planning my date and nye turns out to be the most opportune moment for me to ctb, as I would be home alone during this time.

I find it ironic how for most people, nye (coupled w Christmas), is something that's looked forward to, holiday vibes, people happily awaiting the turn of the year as they make their new year's resolutions.. yet for some of us, that date creates nothing but a sense of dread and utter despair.

I don't plan on heading into 2025, I don't even want to entertain the thought of being alive in 2025 anymore.
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,017
If I ctb on new years eve it would be in front of my family while they watch, so no, I cannot do it yet.
 

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