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Surai

Surai

Experienced
Mar 26, 2024
265
Summer nostalgia and looking ahead


anybody else not feel joy in anything anymore, or of the things we used to love. recently I always am left with a feeling of emptiness like I hadnt gotten anything from it, of what used to give me a reason to look forward for the next moment of my living being. Now I try not to think too far in the future at all anymore. Im just in the moment and All Im left with after a temporary distraction is a deep feeling of disappointment. And on to the next distraction I go its like a dream or a loop.
 
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pretentioussuika

pretentioussuika

compassionate gaijin
Apr 6, 2025
74
Yup, that describes it perfectly. Just rotting my brain with YouTube until i pass out a few hours before work.
 
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northevelyn

northevelyn

Little Void
Mar 26, 2025
66
Anhedonia is a bitch
 
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