Anyone else more SU/SI in the morning?

[Edpal247]

I wake up wanting to end it all. Worst feeling but I see no other way. I have no future, I screwed myself badly and I am mentally ill.

 

[kunikuzushi]

Yes every day I wake up and feel awful because I realize I have to suffer through another day

 

[aslank98]

I wake up and want to die now, before I'd only feel it at the end of the day.

Now I wake up and ask myself why am I still here? Then distract myself with a daily routine that I've done hundreds of times before expecting to discover some magical fix to cure my life.

Then at the end of the day realise nothing has changed, and I want to still die and be free.