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lonerclown666

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Dec 1, 2020
540
my worst nightmares become true should have gone when i was still feeling good
 
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CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
I'm sorry to hear that. I know how it is to think about the past and just wish you could go back to enjoy it again and fix your mistakes. If you don't mind, what exactly happened to stop you from feeling good?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,353
I can relate. I feel worse than I did years ago and I feel like I should have just left this earth back then. I have lots of dread for the future.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
Yes, any worse is living in my car. I fucking refuse.
 
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iwannago

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May 22, 2021
20
yes.. i have reached the absolute low point in my life
 
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logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
704
I can understand that very well. And I also wish I had ended it earlier and not had to experience many things.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,828
For the past five years every day has been worse than the one before in terms of the "major" "life" "areas".
 
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salonfilosoof

salonfilosoof

Member
Apr 12, 2021
8
I lost my last job & a relationship of 10 years about 15 months ago
My ex started a lesbian relationship a few weeks later with someone who used to be my best friend
I was forced to move back in with my mother
My ex-girlfriend is trying to force me to buy out my share of our home at less than I invested
Rising costs means I'll probably be unable to renovate my mother's home to make room for all of my stuff
I had two failed new attempts at romance during the last 15 months, both of which ended with me having a mental breakdown
I wrecked my car & damaged my mother's car during my last mental breakdown
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Every time I try to pull myself up again, I seem to only end up falling deeper.
 
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