Anyone else going to CTB in 2020

[Fly🦋]

I know i'm definitely going to CTB in 2020. I will hold out for my friends until October or November if i can hold out that long. Anybody else leaving in 2020?

 

[BlueWidow]

Yup, I want to be gone by the middle of February, if not sooner.

 

[Sayhello]

Yeah, in like an hour or two

 

[Rena rossy]

My chosen date is january 11, if I don't have any other breakdown before then when I already have my SN

 

[Rushon]

Absolutely this year. I have lost everything, no reason to stay. I have cancer, and there is a place in Florida that will let someone with cancer swim with the dolphins free. I want to do that before.

 

[Bleak Stoic]

Yeah, sometime in 2020 definitely. No date in particular, just when the time feels right.

 

[Sayhello]

The last hours before it all happens is weirdly peaceful.. Just saying

 

[OreoWellington]

The last hours before it all happens is weirdly peaceful.. Just saying

Will you be making a goodbye thread?
What will be your method?

 

[Sayhello]

Will you be making a goodbye thread?
What will be your method?

I made a thread - Tonight (heart) night night mix

Should be in the suicide discussion forum.. I tried to explain there)

 

[Fly🦋]

The last hours before it all happens is weirdly peaceful.. Just saying

I would say don't do it. But it's your choice, As long as your happy and you find peace thats all that matter. Sayhello say hello to all the others on the other side for us all.

 

[OreoWellington]

I am more of a maybe. I want to see what happens as I attempt to recover my life. I am open to any possibility.
But if I do/must come to the decision to end my life, at least it can be done right away this time without needing to wait around for supplies to arrive now that I've got all the materials I need.

 

[Sayhello]

I would say don't do it. But it's your choice, As long as your happy and you find peace thats all that matter. Sayhello say hello to all the others on the other side for us all.

Thank you, kind words (heart) Ive Just been waiting for the right time and right way. Im an overthinker so everything seemed scary, now i am more confident.

 

[HereToday]

There should be an option for 'IF MY SN ARRIVES IN THIS LIFETIME I'M DESPERATE AND SICK OF WAITING AND WANTED TO BE GONE BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS DAMN MY WANTING A PEACEFUL METHOD'

 

[charlottewilts]

i'm catching the boat in January, can't wait!!!!

 

[BPD Barbie]

Have my plan, date and partner.

 

[waterbottleman]

Have my plan, date and partner.

I'm jealous, wish I had a partner to ctb with.

although honestly that would probably cause me to no longer want to ctb anymore.

 

[Final Escape]

I'm thinking in the next 4 weeks for sure.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I certainly hope so.

 

[Adieu]

January as soon as I can

 

[Nemeshisu]

I plan to Catch my Bus sometime in August 2020.

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I might ctb this year if things don't get better. I think I'm done with inpatient treatment since it doesn't seem to help. However, I still have tons of saving and preparing for when I do get to go so it won't be til later this year if so. I have 4 cats and a dog and I have to make sure they don't end up in a shelter when I eventually go.

 

[BabyYoda]

Unfortunately I'm too scared to do it this early before Valentine's. Fuck that shitty holiday.