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Tarnished_

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Aug 17, 2025
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Over the course of my life (mid 20's) I have come to realize that I am simply incompatiable with this world. Like if there was a higher power, that they made a mistake with me. I feel like an anomaly. An outcast from both my friends and family. It would explain why I feel so alien to them and it would further explain why I have such difficulties living a "stable" life compared to others. My friends don't care about me. My family would probably celebrate my passing when it comes. I should just die.
 
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Jadedmeursault9

Jadedmeursault9

Burned Out, Still Glowing
Sep 26, 2024
13
Often times I feel like I've been placed in the wrong world. Or, I wasn't made for these times.

I feel as if there's some beauty in it though. I'm pretty strong headed, and, the challenge and difficulty drives me to a certain extent. I might mope and bitch but I do better when my back is to the wall. There's something so so so gratifying about overcoming the odds. It makes the pain worth it.


Maybe you can find some comfort in that mentality or this song.
 
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Tarnished_

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Aug 17, 2025
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Often times I feel like I've been placed in the wrong world. Or, I wasn't made for these times.

I feel as if there's some beauty in it though. I'm pretty strong headed, and, the challenge and difficult drives me to a certain extent. I might mope and bitch but I do better when my back is to the wall. There's something so so so gratifying about overcoming the odds. It makes the pain worth it.


Maybe you can find some comfort in that mentality or this song.

To an extent I feel the same way. Enjoying the thrill of overcoming hurdles, but after a while... I would rather not have to fight with the world. Why can't it just accept me? Also very appropriate song for my thoughts right now. Hit the nail on the head.
 
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Jadedmeursault9

Jadedmeursault9

Burned Out, Still Glowing
Sep 26, 2024
13
Is it the world that can't accept you or is it the people around you?

Which ever the case, I accept you. You're welcome here.
 
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Tarnished_

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Aug 17, 2025
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Is it the world that can't accept you or is it the people around you?

Which ever the case, I accept you. You're welcome here.
Appreciate it. To be honest, I'd say it's more the people. It's just that so much of life is spent being with others that it almost feels like that IS the world. I know the simple solution would be to be around people I feel accept me but uhhh I've been through a few groups. Some acquaintances. Some close friends. All end the same. Me pushing them away either intentionally or not.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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I feel like an alien since I was born. It may be autism. Or it just may be this world driving me crazy
 
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amerie

amerie

an earthworm sprinkled with salt (PFP is Lara Raj)
Oct 6, 2024
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Definitely

I've said this before but even as a child I remember sitting in the living room and being like "hmmm, I've lived for WAY too long, I guess it's time for me to die and go on to the next life" and I closed my eyes and started singing the "ending credits" to no avail.

I've also always had a small interest in the supernatural like mermaids or fairies so maybe it was my inner self screaming to get out
 
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dearlydeparted44

Student
May 21, 2025
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I've felt like this practically my entire life. I never belonged to this world. I hope I find the one I do belong to. And I hope it's better than this one. Of course, that's not hard to be.
 
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princexhhn

princexhhn

be quiet, I can’t hear the escalator.
Sep 26, 2023
178
Exactly!! I feel the same!! This world just feels… wrong for me. I feel like I could thrive, just… not here.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
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I am not autistic but I also suffer from the wrong planet syndrome since my birth
 
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ididnotconsent

ididnotconsent

Experienced
Mar 16, 2025
212
It just feels so imperfect. Everything is so messy and hard to do. We are trapped in a meat suit that requires constant daily upkeep just to not look like absolute shit. We are surrounded by insane religions, governments, ugly vicious people.....................i dono.

I'd like to think in this vast infinite universe, there are better places that exist.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,507
I personally just never should had suffered in this existence at all, I was certainly never meant to be burdened with this cruel, futile, deeply undesirable and torturous existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope for the peace of non-existence, to me existence just feels like a mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything.
 
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guestguest360

Member
Jul 31, 2025
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This is a feeling I massively relate to because my Autism. I feel like an alien in this world
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
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Often times I feel like I've been placed in the wrong world. Or, I wasn't made for these times.

I feel as if there's some beauty in it though. I'm pretty strong headed, and, the challenge and difficulty drives me to a certain extent. I might mope and bitch but I do better when my back is to the wall. There's something so so so gratifying about overcoming the odds. It makes the pain worth it.


Maybe you can find some comfort in that mentality or this song.

I mentioned this song in a post I made a couple of weeks or so ago! RIP Brian.
 
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