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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
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I'm scared to ingest sn and it not work cause I'm obese, I'm wondering if any obese people successfully ctb using sn. or if any obese people are planning on using it
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
472
I'm technically obese currently (thanks Seroquel!!!!!) and planning to use SN. Was put on ozempic recently though and am nervous because I guess ozempic slows stomach emptying and absorption. From what Ive read it can take up to an hour to absorb which terrifies me. So much time to back out and call for help. I will have to probably skip the shot the week or so before CTB but still worried the medication will still be in my system. I'm terrified of failing again. I hate how much planning is involved with sn and that you can't just take it on impulse. I was suppposed to CTB in October but I procrastinated on getting all my affairs in order. I've made a lot of progress since then. Not sure when I will try again as it's the holidays. Although I'm at the point right now where I just want to say fuck it and do it already. Not sure if I'm any help.
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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I'm technically obese currently (thanks Seroquel!!!!!) and planning to use SN. Was put on ozempic recently though and am nervous because I guess ozempic slows stomach emptying and absorption. From what Ive read it can take up to an hour to absorb which terrifies me. So much time to back out and call for help. I will have to probably skip the shot the week or so before CTB but still worried the medication will still be in my system. I'm terrified of failing again. I hate how much planning is involved with sn and that you can't just take it on impulse. I was suppposed to CTB in October but I procrastinated on getting all my affairs in order. I've made a lot of progress since then. Not sure when I will try again as it's the holidays. Although I'm at the point right now where I just want to say fuck it and do it already. Not sure if I'm any help.
I got a question why did you fail on using sn the first time?
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
472
I got a question why did you fail on using sn the first time?
I've never tried it before. My last attempt was a stupid OD on psych meds before I found this site and learned it's pretty much a non method. Fml.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
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I've never tried it before. My last attempt was a stupid OD on psych meds before I found this site and learned it's pretty much a non method. Fml.
Yeah I also had a overdose years ago blacked out thought that was it woke up to me vomiting everywhere and then I got sluggish cause of it I no longer have my good metabolism
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
472
I hate how fucking hard it is to CTB 😩😩😩
 
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negi-maguro

Anarresti
Mar 2, 2025
17
I'm obese too and did planned to ctb using SN but haven't acted it out so take my input with a grain of salt here. It's gonna taste really bad since we will have to use a lot more SN compare to others. Even 3g of SN is enough to make people gag hard. Hence why the importance of antiemetics, antacid painkillers, etc to smooth our ride. See more details in Stan's guide. You just gotta research and plan more thoroughly to anticipate problems like repulsive taste or the SN not being enough. I know I am as this is won't be as easy as what it seems to be and I'm scared I will fuck it up. I think if I were to go out, I will also concoct a second SN glass as a backup. It's going to suck baddd believe me on that.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
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I'm obese too and did planned to ctb using SN but haven't acted it out so take my input with a grain of salt here. It's gonna taste really bad since we will have to use a lot more SN compare to others. Even 3g of SN is enough to make people gag hard. Hence why the importance of antiemetics, antacid painkillers, etc to smooth our ride. See more details in Stan's guide. You just gotta research and plan more thoroughly to anticipate problems like repulsive taste or the SN not being enough. I know I am as this is won't be as easy as what it seems to be and I'm scared I will fuck it up. I think if I were to go out, I will also concoct a second SN glass as a backup. It's going to suck baddd believe me on that.
Are you still going to use sn
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
167
It should work, just reference the table for the correct amount based on your body weight.
 

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