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usernotfoundever

usernotfoundever

dumbo
Sep 4, 2025
17
Honestly I feel like this is a very stupid thing to post, but I'll still post it because you know, I don't even know why ...So if anybody who's up, listen to my yapping and for them to yap as well, vent bla bla , basically anybody who needs a company and also i am new to this platform. So please bear a little bit with me....also im not a creep just friendless so yea
Peace out :)
 
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darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
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👋 hello and welcome to sasu
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Member
Feb 27, 2025
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this is literally the worse and hardest season of my life, and all i can think about is dying. i want it to be peaceful, but all the methods come with panic on my part. :(
what is your story?
 
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kitkat9234

Specialist
Nov 27, 2024
356
I'm here if anyone wants to talk.
 
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usernotfoundever

usernotfoundever

dumbo
Sep 4, 2025
17
I'm here if anyone wants to talk.

How is u
this is literally the worse and hardest season of my life, and all i can think about is dying. i want it to be peaceful, but all the methods come with panic on my part. :(
what is your story?
Like i am really exhausted the way life put me down all the time i wanna do it too but idk like i am a bit lazy like i overthink a lot so yea but this time i reached the rock bottom.Really cant take shit anymore
 
usernotfoundever

usernotfoundever

dumbo
Sep 4, 2025
17
Meh. Still here unfortunately. Just got my SN delivered today though….. not sure how I feel.

And you?
Woah u got ur SN already ?
I am going for the same method.
How are u really feeling abt it now like are u regretting getting it or like are u focused.
 
hippiedeath

hippiedeath

Dead on the inside
Jul 12, 2025
213
Honestly I feel like this is a very stupid thing to post, but I'll still post it because you know, I don't even know why ...So if anybody who's up, listen to my yapping and for them to yap as well, vent bla bla , basically anybody who needs a company and also i am new to this platform. So please bear a little bit with me....also im not a creep just friendless so yea
Peace out :)
Welcome to the pit lol. Moshing is encouraged at your leisure.
 
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justdie1234

Member
Sep 4, 2025
6
Honestly I feel like this is a very stupid thing to post, but I'll still post it because you know, I don't even know why ...So if anybody who's up, listen to my yapping and for them to yap as well, vent bla bla , basically anybody who needs a company and also i am new to this platform. So please bear a little bit with me....also im not a creep just friendless so yea
Peace out :)
yeah dm me
 
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kitkat9234

Specialist
Nov 27, 2024
356
Woah u got ur SN already ?
I am going for the same method.
How are u really feeling abt it now like are u regretting getting it or like are u focused.
Not sure how I really feel. I'm mosly nervous sbout fucking up the protocol as I don't have the other meds listed. Will have to improvise. I'm glad that I do have it just in case shit hits the fan and I have no other choice. But scared of failing scared of the process and what happens after death. Plus how it will affect my daughter if it does work.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,632
Its pretty much the same no improvement
Okay bud i hope ur day goes good :)
Hope your day goes well too! :) My life also sucks, and I like making friends too! ^_^ Do you have anything you like to do? :)

I am so sorry but idk how to dm like i am new .Can u do it?
Considering your number of posts, you'll unlock it in like a day from when you created your account more than likely~ :)
 
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usernotfoundever

usernotfoundever

dumbo
Sep 4, 2025
17
Okok thank u for telling that..
Um i love sketching writing reading all that stuff
WBU?
 
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EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,632
Okok thank u for telling that..
Um i love sketching writing reading all that stuff
WBU?
oooo~ that's really cool! :D I'd love to learn how to draw one day! :D I've done some writing as well, but usually by the time, my notes are done, I never actually end up writing hardly anything~ >_<
And I love reading too! >w< Mostly about history and manga tho! hehe~ :) what about you? ^_^
 
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usernotfoundever

usernotfoundever

dumbo
Sep 4, 2025
17
follow me back
Okok
oooo~ that's really cool! :D I'd love to learn how to draw one day! :D I've done some writing as well, but usually by the time, my notes are done, I never actually end up writing hardly anything~ >_<
And I love reading too! >w< Mostly about history and manga tho! hehe~ :) what about you? ^_^
Thats really cool tho i love reading non fiction.I really adore john green and stuff as well
 
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copioushopelessness

Member
Aug 27, 2025
55
Meh. Still here unfortunately. Just got my SN delivered today though….. not sure how I feel.

And you?
The real deal? I'm afraid of getting some fake stuff. I can't find a source.
 
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WonderWhatsOutThere

Member
Aug 30, 2025
63
lol playing some Lethal Company with some folks before I go would be nice
 
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floop

sadboi
Jan 29, 2025
79
welcome to SaSu! i hope you find what you're looking for, this has become my favorite online community. sending you peace and love <3
 
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WonderWhatsOutThere

Member
Aug 30, 2025
63
Tysm
How was ur dayy

Sure but whats lethal company btw ?
you all the so nice thanks for replying to my thread idk any one here but it means a lot :)
I dont feel like living anymore Because I was afraid of the people's assumptions that I ran away from my responsibilities which is not true. But you know, every human has got a limit. It reaches the threshold and there is no going back from here and i have been contemplating to do so since a very long time but I guess I really don't want to be 19. Because my birthday is very near. It's like In October and I really don't want to be 19 I want to be 18 forever and yeah.

It a pretty fun video game. It's about $10 on Steam and you can play with a ton of people with mods
 

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