shediedatsea
drowsy . . .
- Jul 4, 2025
- 51
anxiety dictates my life. it ruins my relationships and friendships. i can't have any normal social interaction due to this stupid social anxiety disorder. i constantly question myself and everything i do. i question my relationships all the time and im scared that the people around me dislike me, which results in me isolating myself, because i'd rather be alone than be disliked. anxiety ruins my relationships and my friendships. why can't i be normal? why can't i just talk? why do i go mute, when i have things i need to say? why do i ask for constant reassurance? why does my anxiety convince me of things that aren't true? anxiety is like a bacterial contamination, it's slowly taking over me and i'm letting it take control.
