Anxiety and CTB

[Brokenwings]

Does anyone here feel crippled by it? I feel I am frozen in it so far nothing is getting done.I used to push through it on a good day but being looked down has made this hard.

I feel like I'm failing at life and its making me feel like CTB is my only way to escape these torments in my mind everyday .I hate this...

 

[Thebuddhacel]

I'm more and more anxious while the day is coming. Can't even sleep.

 

[Brokenwings]

I'm more and more anxious while the day is coming. Can't even sleep.

This is a big issue for me I'd at least like to have so some peace from it in my sleep but sleep is elusive

 

[Donk]

anxiety is terrible. im taking benzo for my anxiety but i will hit tolerance eventually and will need more. sign

 

[taylor321]

failing at life ... ya thats the story of my life haha. I also feel frozen and like nothing is getting done. I'm not making any progress in my life at all and im really disappointed in myself tbh. I have tried to meet up with suicidal ppl in my state and both ended up ignoring me and stopped responding to me. I try to make plans and ppl just stop responding.
I want someone to throw me off a plane. Everyone i reach out to ends up abandoning me, and I think im an interesting person to talk to, at least i try to be, i try being open and listening to others and i like asking ppl about their taste in music and dreams, etc. I never get that same care back. I get nothing. Not even a serial killer could make me feel anything at this point. Nobody cares enough about me to do anything.

 

[Walilamdzi]

Due to certain members of my family causing me to have extreme anxiety (that gave me a breakdown before I even started...), I never got to experience starting a very prestigious and more importantly, exciting and fantastic degree course that I worked my arse off to get onto. Things were already bad before I was due to leave but now, 4 years later and still here I'm at my wit's end. Really that was a junction in my life where things could have gone wildly differently.