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Bri19750

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Nov 30, 2019
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For the last 4 years I've been depressed and suicidal. I have tried 4 times to end my life but failed. This year alone I've been in the hospital 5 times. I don't want to live. I don't fine life exciting. I've tried hanging myself twice, the first time the rope broke the 2nd time I was found by a police officer and cut down. I then tried overdosing on Seroquel 5,000 mlg, I was in a coma for 9 days. I'm not going to give up. So I've been thinking about poisoning myself by drinking Antifreeze. Has anyone heard of anyone doing this before and if so, what's the success rate.
 
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Asta

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A really BAD idea! If you've ever watched "Forensic Files", people who've been poisoned with antifreeze are deathly ill, throw up constantly and are totally miserable for days! With all that you've gone through, please don't make things harder for yourself. There are many better ways. Please take time to research here. :heart:
 
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You're new here..can you not get sodium nitrite? That's what half this forum has been using recently haha
 
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LonelyLight

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Not a good idea, in my opinion, I imagine it will be drawn out and painful, if it works.
 
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Bri19750

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Nov 30, 2019
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You're new here..can you not get sodium nitrite? That's what half this forum has been using recently haha
I just learned about this Sodium Nitrite.... I'm going to do some research thanks
A really BAD idea! If you've ever watched "Forensic Files", people who've been poisoned with antifreeze are deathly ill, throw up constantly and are totally miserable for days! With all that you've gone through, please don't make things harder for yourself. There are many better ways. Please take time to research here. :heart:
Thanks for your reply. That's why I made this thread for I can get more information. Thanks
 
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I believe it destroys your kidneys and that is whst kills you, eventually.
Look it up for details.
 
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MissNietzsche

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Just know that "SN" on this site means sodium nitrite :) If you live in the US., I can help you get the anti-emetic too.

But yeah, I think you'll find everything you need in SN
 
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Bri19750

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Nov 30, 2019
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I believe it destroys your kidneys and that is whst kills you, eventually.
Look it up for details.
your right it does effect the kidneys... But i was thinking just drinking a little at a time for a slow death. Like 3 ounces a day mix into tea or something for a week.
 

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