another year

[Rikqkard]

It has been about a year, maybe two since I have found myself back here on this forum, yes I know I am a lurker. But here I am contemplating not whether to take action, but on how to do it. Since I was last here my body weight has not gained, but in fact gone down again. I feel like this is a never ending battle I will inevitably lose. I need to find a way to make everyone remember the me that was happy before I leave though, so it will be a while.