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razor543

razor543

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
44
I've just had a police officer around saying that customs seized a order of sn that i had ordered from Ukraine and that i'm not getting it, I just burst into tears. He asked if I had any family, if I was under mental health and that he was going to contact the crisis team. I ordered from dmc on the 11th of April and it was expected to come late april/early may. The worst part of it i had someone around and they heard the entire thing and they started crying as well. I feel so heartbroken i just want a way out that isn't hanging myself. If someone has another source for uk that isnt dmc please tell me im so desperate
 
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razor543

razor543

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
44
+ police phoned the woman who abused me my entire life and who I had to cut contact with almost a year ago now, and said I had ordered sn and it got seized in customs so this is just brilliant
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
142
giving you so many hugs 🫂 also have been welfare checked recently and its been so stressful. please be careful about buying any more sn as they may be tracking what youre buying. police have contacted my family (after the initial welfare check) about me buying more sn despite not doing so.
 
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Dot

Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,351
police have contacted my family (after the initial welfare check) about me buying more sn despite not doing so.

Whre r thy gettng thr info frm if ur nt buyng

Tht = v incomptnt of thm
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,824
I guess it's time for the United Kingdom to just stop buying SN.I'm not sure what other alternative is there.An unfortunate fact of our circumstances Is that the governments of the countries we live in dictate the terms.
 
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razor543

razor543

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
44
I guess it's time for the United Kingdom to just stop buying SN.I'm not sure what other alternative is there.An unfortunate fact of our circumstances Is that the governments of the countries we live in dictate the terms.
im so angry at myself for not buying it sooner. i left it too late and now look at whats happened
 
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dontwakemeup

Wizard
Nov 11, 2024
695
I'm so sorry. I know how it feels to want to go and not have the means. I hope you can find a way to get what you want so you can exit this space. This is terrible.
 
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,824
im so angry at myself for not buying it sooner. i left it too late and now look at whats happened
I've said this multiple times. Governments are going to ban it at some point. Buy it soon.
 
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razor543

razor543

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
44
I'm so sorry. I know how it feels to want to go and not have the means. I hope you can find a way to get what you want so you can exit this space. This is terrible.
i just wanted sn as my way out, i have rope but i really dont wanna go in that way
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
142
Whre r thy gettng thr info frm if ur nt buyng

Tht = v incomptnt of thm
0 clue. ive bought 2 SN in the past. both in February. i have no idea why theyre saying i bought it again but now theyre calling up my dad and even waited outside my plane when i came back from holiday
 
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dontwakemeup

Wizard
Nov 11, 2024
695
i just wanted sn as my way out, i have rope but i really dont wanna go in that way
I completely understand. It's funny, we all have our methods and some we couldn't imagine doing. SN and rope was never an option I'd use. I've only tried pills and failed several times. I just want to slip away in my sleep. It's awful, we have to attempt such painful methods.
 
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roommate

roommate

Trying to drag myself out of the garbage
Feb 14, 2025
436
I've said this multiple times. Governments are going to ban it at some point. Buy it soon.
You shouldn't rush people into these kind of things, you don't know their situation.
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

So where's the bus stop?
May 17, 2024
335
I completely understand. It's funny, we all have our methods and some we couldn't imagine doing. SN and rope was never an option I'd use. I've only tried pills and failed several times. I just want to slip away in my sleep. It's awful, we have to attempt such painful methods.
I'm glad I have pure nitrogen available to build an exit bag. What's happening with Sn these days is horrible. I personally wouldn't have the guts to take Sn, but at least its availability shouldn't falter.
 
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dontwakemeup

Wizard
Nov 11, 2024
695
I'm glad I have pure nitrogen available to build an exit bag. What's happening with Sn these days is horrible. I personally wouldn't have the guts to take Sn, but at least its availability shouldn't falter.
I definitely don't have the guts for SN! It sounds like a horrible way to go. My plan was always pills and it was a horrible way to go each time I tried. I don't know how to do your method, it seems complicated. Long as your successful is all that matters when you're ready🥰
 
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,824
You shouldn't rush people into these kind of things, you don't know their situation.
Buying it is not the same as using it. You can buy it and keep it for some time in the future.You can also decide to not use it at all.
 
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roommate

roommate

Trying to drag myself out of the garbage
Feb 14, 2025
436
Buying it is not the same as using it. You can buy it and keep it for some time in the future.You can also decide to not use it at all.
Not everyone is capable of storing it for the future, some people have a single bad day and then do it impulsively. This is bad advice and you should quit giving it.
 
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no-hope-no-future

Member
Apr 21, 2025
42
That's answered my question about what methods to use. SN differently out of the question. I cant risk a welfare check as they are likely to put me in hospital again and make things even worse.
 
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roommate

roommate

Trying to drag myself out of the garbage
Feb 14, 2025
436
And you're a pro-lifer. I hope that you're not anyone's roommate.

It requires a lot of preparation. You can't just toss it in a glass and down it. The people willing to do it are at the point where it's a blessing for them to be able to.
So? people are buying this sn here to end their lives That's basically the whole reason for buying it—if you really wanted to live, you wouldn't even consider it buying it in first place
You can call me whatever you want for saying that you should be careful in a sensitive environment.
There are people here who can be cured and are in a full blown tunnel vision, a true personal crisis for months, maybe years.
They cannot think straight or control themself. They should get help or are maybe waiting for help.

Saying "you should get it now" can push them over the edge, that's encouraging in the wrong way.
And I'm all against that.
 
LostLily

LostLily

Why do I exist?
Nov 18, 2024
755
Same situation here in Canada. I'm currently waiting because they want to admit me to the hospit
 
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cassie

cassie

Jul 19, 2020
37
And you're a pro-lifer. I hope that you're not anyone's roommate.

It requires a lot of preparation. You can't just toss it in a glass and down it. The people willing to do it are at the point where it's a blessing for them to be able to.
Thats just not true. Theres a sticky-post above just for that reason. People with poor impulse control keep snacking on sn - ive seen it many times.
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,824
Thats just not true. Theres a sticky-post above just for that reason. People with poor impulse control keep snacking on sn - ive seen it many times.
Yes, but certain governments are going to ban it. Just watch. I'll bump this at that time.
 
amyuwu

amyuwu

Member
Apr 3, 2025
80
You can call me whatever you want for saying that you should be careful in a sensitive environment.
There are people here who can be cured and are in a full blown tunnel vision, a true personal crisis for months, maybe years.
They cannot think straight or control themself. They should get help or are maybe waiting for help.

Saying "you should get it now" can push them over the edge, that's encouraging in the wrong way.
And I'm all against that.
bruhhh, I never said "you should buy it now," but most people here are don't have controlling their urge to sn, don't take sn impulsively either, It takes a few hours or minutes to die from taking sn, so if you're in a crisis, just call 911 if you don't wanna die.
 
roommate

roommate

Trying to drag myself out of the garbage
Feb 14, 2025
436
Yes, but certain governments are going to ban it. Just watch. I'll bump this at that time.
That doesn't mean you should encourage people to buy it! Why is that point so hard to make towards you.
 
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,824
That doesn't mean you should encourage people to buy it! Why is that point so hard to make towards you.
I encouraged no one. I told them that it was eventually going to get banned and it's better to stock up on it.It was just cautionary advice. Encouragement is something different. Wait, let me wear my cheerleader outfit.
 
roommate

roommate

Trying to drag myself out of the garbage
Feb 14, 2025
436
bruhhh, I never said "you should buy it now," but most people here are don't have controlling their urge to sn, You don't just buy sn on a whim, and you definitely don't take it without thinking. It takes a few hours or minutes to die from taking sn, so if you're in a crisis, just call 911 if you don't wanna die,
You shouldn't think for others, you don't know what they do. You shouldn't give people a false sense of security making them think they can control themselfs. It's not that easy to just call 911 in that situation either. Just let people be, this is none of your business.
 
Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod/Same as it ever was.
Feb 27, 2025
215
I think this discussion would benefit by staying on track with the topic instead of devolving into finger pointing that it has.
 
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roommate

Trying to drag myself out of the garbage
Feb 14, 2025
436
I encouraged no one. I told them that it was eventually going to get banned and it's better to stock up on it.It was just cautionary advice. Encouragement is something different. Wait, let me wear my cheerleader outfit.
You told people to buy it soon, otherwise it might be gone. To me that's clear as day.
 
bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,824
You told people to buy it soon, otherwise it might be gone. To me that's clear as day.
I think you're arguing for the sake of arguing at this point. The people who want to buy it are the ones I told to buy it soon. I didn't say everyone should buy it soon. I didn't call the passerbys on the street and ask them to buy it soon.If you want it, buy it, otherwise there's a good chance that it will get banned. It's been in the news quite a few Times Now. It's an eventuality.
 
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razor543

razor543

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
44
update = crisis team tried to come around just now. knocked on my window and then left ? like bye then. didnt want to talk to them anyway useless shits
 
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