Anguish thread

[KadathianStr1d3r]

Talk or spill some guts about what kind of mental anguish hell you find yourself trapped in!
I'll start.
I despise the ability to read, too many mad inducing curses have been inflicted upon my already shattered human shell, I am a post-human catastrophe that is merely waiting for the nearest time of a quick fast-mortem trip.
I pray and am without reasoning in wanting to sacrifice for the blessing of just being normal like everybody else, fake and uncaring like everybody else, stupid by choice for bliss is without a doubt a smart move.
I inherently despise this era of prolong peace, I should've been shipped off to the frontlines of a war without meaning or name and to die in battle a nameless body that bows to no many and only to the mistress of equality herself, 'Death'.

 

[jgm63]

Well that post could easily be posted as a poem, so well done for that.....

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

Well that post could easily be posted as a poem, so well done for that.....

fck, taht wasn't the point.
I just wanted a conversation starter that's all :(
Is it a decent poem at least?
I'm lying in anguish of the soul alone for none bear any resemblance of those noticing eyes toward me, whatever i say always drifts downwards upon the plain of painful silence and thus does my hell seem no different then that before I began life.

 

[jgm63]

fck, taht wasn't the point.
I just wanted a conversation starter that's all :(
Is it a decent poem at least?

Yes, pretty good.
I'm not a poetry fan in general, but I somehow gained some enjoyment from what you wrote (though of course I realise that wasn't the purpose of you writing it).

Anyhow, to get the thread back on track...

ALL : Talk or spill some guts about what kind of mental anguish hell you find yourself trapped in!

 

[KadathianStr1d3r]

Whatever you guys want to say, say it!
We are all lost sailors stranded on the island of mistery so we might as well tell each other tales of what hell that forced us here in the first place before the thirst sets in and then finally, the somber death.